I have Surgery on May 12th.

There's a lot on my mind lately but I'm tired of ranting online.

So instead I'm gonna finish getting ready, go for a walk and hopefully I won't spend a ton of money.

Either that or it's just too long. I defended myself. I said my part and then I got two really long responses. And I WOULD read them but I don't really want to take that much time to be told how crummy I am by people who don't even know me. Oh wait, no they can "see right through me" because they are such experts on human behavior. That's right. I ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I need to ( Read more... )

No seriously. Why is it so hard for people to get that when the door is closed infront of you, it should also close behind you. Why is that such a hard concept to grasp ( Read more... )

why I even bother.

The fact that I get to pay my copays now that I have a job even though I work way fucking harder than she does for only minimum wage and I'm only even on her goddamn insurance for one more year. You'd think she wouldn't mind paying $15 to make sure I still get medical treatment but she's made it pretty apparent that she doesn't give a shit about ( Read more... )

I tell ya. This whole bloodmobile gettin new logos/artists/drawlings thing is really puttin a damper on my willingness to do anything band related ever again. I mean I get that they sorta need to. I just hate that like it makes me feel like my talents aren't worth a shit. True I may be a better artist but it's not like John and Ian are talentless ( Read more... )

this is really for me more than anything I guess.

Monday:
Work
4:00pm - 9:00pm

Tuesday:
Work
4:00pm - 9:00pm

Wednesday:
Court - Mitigation Hearing
2:30pm
Work
4:00pm - 9:00pm

Thursday:
Work
4:00pm - 9:00pm

Friday:
School
1:00pm - 3:00pm
Moxie's (if I'm even welcome at this show)
7:00pm

Saturday:
Work
11:30am - 4:00pm

Sunday:Rest ( Read more... )

Monday:
Work 11 - 4
Tuesday:
School 1 - 4
Wednesday:
Work 11:30 - 4
Thursday:
School 1 - 4
Friday:
School 1 - 3 Work 5 - 8
Saturday:
Work 12 - 5
Sunday:Freedom ( Read more... )

I really wish I would learn my lesson and stop setting myself up over and over again. It's pretty obvious what's going on but I keep giving people the benefit of the doubt.

Anyways, work was good today. It was really slow and I actually got a chance to do something other than make some damn sandwiches all damn day.