Thats what I named it and I made it a facebook event hahaha.

In every dream since I can remember no matter what, If I get a fight in my dreams I am powerless, paralyzed and cant hit anyone who would be attacking me. This dream I just had I actually progressed. I got in a fight with a group of people and in the beginning I couldnt hit them then I just knocked them all out It was interesting.

can one person go without a relationship. I will be the guinea pig to this experiment.

should I kick myself in the ass for saying I miss providence.

I am always tired no matter what, I cant gain weight there is something wrong. I know I officially have diabeetus which is going fine Im eating all low or no sugar products. Carbs is harder to deal with. Im going to a specialist on july 7th. I think there is something else causing my problems. Today I got up at 3 pm. I went to bed around 12. That ( Read more... )

my childhood dreams on craigslist sooner or later.

RIP clarinet, saxophone.

I get hit by a car, yesterday I get a 76 dollar parking ticket, today I get diagnosed with diabetes, I am still unemployed. Really why does this happen.

So got my bike back today since it was in the shop because I had a kiss with a honda civic. He rides really good. Discovery channel has too many commercials but great tv on wednesday nights. I hate fasting for doctors appts. Tomorrow I have to take a 2 hour glucose test to see if I really am diabetic. Great life.

I am so anxiety ridden about ever being financially stable. I do not have anything I have to pay for but the $64,000 of college. Uhm Yeah If I dont get a job this summer I do not know what I can do.