Motivation is a Problem Today
I’m having such a hard time motivating myself to get down to a reasonable level of stress and workload today.
I’m not sure why, but I can tell that I’m kind of over it here. I need a vacation so that way I can keep my sanity. It’s been very painful for me to think about moving on from this company, but it’s not been healthy for my career lately.
We had my parents wine tasting party on Saturday night and I forgot to write about it. My anxiety was pretty high when the even started, but it died down by the end of the night. I battled quite a bit of social anxiety more than anything else. It was a success though. 23 wines to taste!
I’m ready for a vacation. I need a break, and I need it to be quickly. Maybe even just a long weekend. I am thinking about trying to argue that they need to pay me for vacation. I can’t use it because we are understaffed and if I can’t use it they should pay me for it. I may have a good argument. 😬