my apartment is cold even though i bought new pillows and sheets all in green and turquoise and fake orange flowers for the living room. i take showers in the afternoon during the week because i can escape from the cold that way but the water becomes lukewarm after a while and lukewarm doesnt cut it anymore. i turn off lights whenever they are not ( Read more... )

i was watching rushmore and then the earth started moving and things fell and i thought i was going to die, it was an earthquake and it was so long.

they sell sea horses for five soles here ( Read more... )

i am leaving tomorrow again, i have books (bukowski and cortázar and bender and and maybe too many) and sudoku puzzles and chips and paper and pen and i hope to look less like a ghost and hope it is warm and that things are good, i just want things to be good. a girl made me expresso and read the remainings of the coffee and she said she saw me and ( Read more... )

i cannot remember the last time i was kissed.

i always dreamed about slanted wooden cealings.

i had the best sleeping pill in the world the other night, the kind they use before surgerys, i was sad and destroyed but i dont remember anything after that it was wonderful and today i was lazy and my pizza was 30 minutes late and free ( Read more... )

hey it is my birthday.


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how many nights can my heart be broken again and again and again by the same person and this is a fucking broken record, this is too much to do every sunday when i listen to you quietly saying you think you are losing your mind and i say that it is okay that we can all be Dean Moriarty and have an utter fascination for everything and everything ( Read more... )

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