For some reason I'm really really worried about Carrer Day tomorrow. I have no idea why. And today at auditions for Teen to Teen TV Lysandra was there and we barely noticed me/talked to me. But I got to talk to Kristina. She was sad though. I really hope I make the TV show. It's kinda like Degrassi except it's set in NC not Canada. I really hate ( Read more... )

So um I just finished reading the book Smack. Fuck. It sucks because now I feel like my veins in my wrist are hurting. And there is the fact that when ever I read drug books I thing of my parents. I know that everyone is going to be like "Then don't read them!". Well I like reading them. I don't like thinking about my parents doing drugs when they ( Read more... )

So um last night at Lysandra's mom's party Kristina had a talk to Lysandra. About how she hurts me blah blah blah. Things of that sort. Apparently Lysandra says I've changed. I mean I've changed from being an attetion seeking whore being all like "OMG I CUT MY SELF A LITTLE NOW I'M GONNA GO KILL MYSELF AND THEN NOT REALLY DO IT AND GO TO SEE MR. ( Read more... )

I love Kristina.
She makes me happy.
Hah I post about you too see!
This is a whole post about you!

I just went through and read all of my blogs. I was such a fucking loser! Every entry basically said that I wanted to kill myself. What.The.Fuck.*laughs* How could that have just been this summer. But it made me sad because I was reading the ones when Lysandra was in the Psyche Ward. And Sylke and Caitlan were great when I was super sick. I'm so ( Read more... )

The book Smack is great. I enjoy it alot. My life is so different now than it was last year.I've been thinking about that. Last year I was an "Emo" bitch of a girl. I was stupid. I'm not saying that I'm not anymore because I'm pretty damn stupid. But last year I was more...innocent? I dunno. I overexagerated tons of things too. Apparently I've ( Read more... )

I hate it when my grandparents are over ( Read more... )

Is it at all possible that best best friends don't exist for some people ( Read more... )

So um I sprained my ankle iceskating at the sportsplex last friday ( I may or may not have posted something about that before *shrug*) Well I've been trying to walk on it and get it to be better by next week for the musical I'm in. And now I just noticed that it still hurts like hell when ever I touch it. That's really not good. And Lysandra and ( Read more... )

It's snowing ( Read more... )