heartbroken

[daniedoodle]

I never thought that this could hurt so bad. I didnt think it would end like this either. I feel like my heart is shattered into a million pieces. Is it worth it? Was this past year and a half really worth it? I keep asking myself that question. I cant come up with an answer. I cant believe its over. We promised eachother that it would never be

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my hp valentine....

[dumbchick]

I'm sorry. *hugs*

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Re: my hp valentine....

[daniedoodle]

thanks <33

[elite2k4]

alllllllllllright.

lemme try and sound smart.

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you have to step back and look at things from his point of view. i personally think you guys just spent way too much time together and it ripped you guys apart. don't take it the wrong way, but it's like no matter what we were doing you were never happy. you guys didn't have seperate lives and both of you are way too young to be acting like you're married. me and Mike were exactly the same and now i absolutely hate him. i think you should just let it slide and see what comes out of it. just because he moved out and you guys aren't together anymore doesn't mean he never wants to speak to you again. from what everybody else can see it was pretty much you always had to have him with you when you had any ounce of free time at all. you guys started out as two people, turned into the same person, and now look where you are. i don't know, you guys are too young to even think about being together forever. people change way too much to say shit like that at ages 18 & 24.

[daniedoodle]

Everyone always tells me to look at things from his point of view and nobody ever tells him to look at mine. I see his point of view but he doesnt ever see mine. For the past month or so he hasnt treated me like a girlfriend. I felt like I was just a person to him. I felt like we were growing apart. I didnt like that feeling. This feeling is worse though. I just wanted us to work things out instead of him spitting in my face and me hitting him. Thats not how I wanted to end things. I didnt want things to end but if they had to end thats not how I wanted them to end. I dont hate him at all, he means everything to me. I dont know why I was never happy. I dont have a reason for that. I had everything I needed. And now I dont. Now I have a reason not to be happy but I didnt before. I dont know what my problem was. I miss being happy with him. We used to be happy. I think I spent all my time with him because when he was on house arrest I stayed with him and once he got off it just continued on. I felt bad leaving him at my house by himself

[elite2k4]

it's not that you will never be together and happy again.
i think you guys just need time apart. maybe a little, maybe a lot.
you guys gotta live life for yourselves instead of eachother for awhile.

[daniedoodle]

He doesnt want to be with me. He made that very clear to me when he spit in my face. I dont know. Im hurt thats all I know. And I dont like it at all.