Everything has been so different. It actually feels good. Things are back to the same old in some ways, but those will be leaving soon :( Im super sad about it, but hey.. I can wait. I think. lol Anyways, going to see about a job this week. I hope I get it. The money will be niccccccccce. Had a talk with Alan last night. Dunno how things ( Read more... )

I miss you. xo

Last night= wow, just wow..

I feel f'ing great today!! Dunno why ( Read more... )

I really dont know what to say right now. I never thought I would be at a loss of words over one thing. That one thing meant so much to me and I knew it did, but not this much. I hope it goes back to the way it was. I feel like shit. I wish I didnt get myself in positions like this. I wish I was more intelligent. I will let it be and go on ( Read more... )

This one is for my Katie trailer bang, with LOVE!


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EDIT!

When things come down to it, Alan is to blame. Thanks for the wonderful drama, loser.


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I am so fucking stressed. Theres just too much going on in my life right now. I feel horrible today, so many things at once. Everything pretty much started yesterday when I was nice to Alan. He told me that he thinks Im only nice to use him, which is not true at all. He wanted things to be cool between us even if we arent together, which I was ( Read more... )

Yesterday/today have been super fucking crappy. Im under ALOT of stress and defintely starting to wonder who my REAL friends are. There are only a few people I can really count on to talk to me and listen to what Im going through and for me to trust that they wont go blab it to the world. Today or tomorrow, I must go look for a job. Alans ( Read more... )

Man O Man am I tired today! I didnt get to bed till around 5:30-6am. Was ok though, I enjoyed my time while I was awake. :) Went to Katies last night and hung out with the usual<3 Watched Afton get tanked! lol <3 ( Read more... )