Alan started shit again tonight and threw his ring at me.

I WANT LOTS OF SEXXXXXXXX!

So, thank god for private entries :) This is going to be a regular update. Not too much is going on. Mainly at this momemt is drama with Alans friends ex husband. god hes a dipshit. Im doing good, still looking for a job :( Kids are good, getting BIG. Alans fine. Moms fine. ect ect ect. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired right now ( Read more... )

Im going through alot of shit in my life. Im not too sure if I can do it anymore. I read back on all the times I was upset and I see a pattern here. I see who it always involves. WHY THE FUCK DO I STAY AROUND?!?!?!!?? I dont get it. I feel bad for the kids and sometimes for myself for allowing the bs. I guess I just hoped that one day he'd ( Read more... )

Ive been without a computer for a little while now. I broke mine :-x I need to buy a new power pack for it. Things are ok. The usual rollercoaster. We are looking for a home and I am looking for a job, hopefully things will get better. Anyone who can help on the home search...it is much appreciated.

<3 u Al<3, Katie, Jess, ect ect

Things are ALOT better now. No fights for 2 days hahaha.... which is alot for us. <3

BTW, Im taking applications for a babysitting job on New Yrs. We will give you $50!!

MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS!

Another shitty night. I was going to go out with everyone to the RU, but decided to stay home so I could be with Alan and told everyone that he was going out. I guess he WAS planning to go out to begin with. He told me tonight that he doesnt know why hes with me. Im getting tired of hearing this type of shit. He also told me tonight that I lie ( Read more... )

So I guess its safe to say that there is no more relationship left between Alan and I. I think everything has really gotten to me and him not doing what I want in order for me to have reassurance has pushed me to the end of my ropes. He seems to prove everyone right when they say that I deserve to be treated phenomenally. I know I have my faults ( Read more... )

FastHatch2000 is now directly connected (5:28:49 PM ( Read more... )