May 25, 1999 ( Read more... )

so my easter weekend pretty much sucked, but i thought it would be worse. it just took a lot out of me. i feel emotionally and physically exhausted ( Read more... )

so both nights this weekend my plans fell through cuz my friends kinda ditched me. but whatever, i still went out and i had a good time! here is a brief up date ( Read more... )

accepted:
uconn

waitlisted:
grove city
BC

unknown:
Notre Dame
Villanova

i dont think i am ready to leave :(

so ian and i are going to prom... that should be fun ( Read more... )

so my mom's cousin's daughter (my second cousin once removed) is pregnant. she is TWO months older then me and a senior in high school. things like that scare me. i know that some teenage mothers do fine, but i cant imagine having a kid right now and starting that stage of my life. I think about going out on fridays and doing my homework ( Read more... )

senioritis is bad, my worst problem is that i only have parital senioritis. this means that i put off my work, the nat the last possible second i decide that i care ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good weekend. It started out with me skipping school and going to the mall w/ the J's. Then studying in the library on a friday. i'm sure that sounds stupid and not fun AT ALL. but i had an awesome time. Nolan and i sit there and talk while i make flashcards and he copies my flashcards. I really do love nolan (as a friend), him and I ( Read more... )

i feel so worn down. i feel so sick. when i am sick my emotions get the best of me. i'm emotionally worn down. there are just things i dont want to deal with and things that i dont want to talk about anymore. ok take prom for example, it is feb and i am already sick of hearing about it. i need a vacation... even tho i am just going to maine w/ the ( Read more... )

I must admit that i am dedicating this entry to chris ryan, because he is a little bitch. and look i didnt write it the second i got home! i had a good weekend, and i had the best night at work. I got to make pizzas, but it got really busy so i got to deliver, THEN my boss was asking how much a joint costs cuz cigarettes are bad and he was joking ( Read more... )