Happy Birthday EVERYBODY!
Yesterday started out bad. I spent the night with Whiteboy and I knew I had to get up early to go get my car fixed. I figured my mom would call me to make sure I was awake around 10 before she went to work. No. She called at 9. Yes, I know it's only an hour earlier than expected, but I hadn't gotten any sleep that night... Whiteboy stuff... I'm bad for getting upset and keeping myself awake all night. I felt more affection from Gary over the phone than I have from Whiteboy for the past 3 months... granted two of the three he was in Arkansas, but still, I don't feel anymore now that I see him nearly every day. I will admit though, this break was nice (rather than seeing him every day, I spent the night Friday and Sunday and won't see him again until Wednesday night... it's progress). I digress.
When my mom called, she informed me that since I was the only one that didn't really have anything to do that morning, I had to sit home and wait for the new computer moniter. My tire is about to blow out, but I had to sit home all day. Whatever. Whiteboy snuggled with me for about 15 minutes or so (however long it took me to escape his squeezing arms) and made up for the night before, but then we got in a fight again becuase he wouldn't come home with me. He said he can't be at my house. NOBODY WAS HOME! I had to sit at my house, all alone, waiting for the stupid computer that I'll NEVER use. I tried to study, but was too tired so I layed down on the couch in the living room waiting for UPS. I end up falling asleep and having a horrible nightmare that woke me up crying and terrified. When I finally realised it was just a dream, I got myself to get up and check everything out to make sure it was ok. Of course it was. The monitor never came and I had to leave for work. I was still exhausted and about to be late. Fortuneately, I've mastered the "getting ready for the bluestreak" skills and can get ready and be at work in 10 minutes. We were really busy and I didn't have time to talk to Heather about my frustrations. Chuck and Holly weren't around becuase Abby (the one I got drunk) had to go to the hospital the day before... Easter Sunday... she had a cyst on her ovaries. Then I had to work with Stacey and she was being retarted but then...
This is where my day gets better. Whiteboy calls me on the way home from his interview. He got the job. They even asked him if he was interested in a management position. He was to go back today at 2. I was so excited. It was the day I'd been waiting for. THEN to make things even better, he came in to see me! WITH Karena and Josh. I hooked them up good. Couldn't quit smiling at my boy becuase he was so cute. I ended up getting 8 hours and $10 in tips. I got home to 10 cars in my driveway. My sister had a bunch of people over for a bonfire. I hung out with them for the next couple hours. I talked to Melissa Gothier for a while. Ben Capaul and I played guitar. It was a good time. I called my boy to see if he'd come over. Again, he uses the excuse that he can't come to my house becuase he's trying to be cool with my parents. He's never going to be cool with my parents. We might as well just "sneak" him over when I can. It's not even being really risky. First time, nobody was home. During the bon fire, my parents were already asleep. I was upset again. I just... I dunno... Even though it's not the greatest relationship and it makes me sad a lot, when I'm not with him I often feel like I want to be becuase he's mine. I think I kind of get it from Gary... he always tells me I shouldn't complain becuase at least I have a boyfriend. If I wasn't so retarted and fucked things up so bad he could have been my boy. /sigh
I had to get over the whole Whiteboy not coming to my house. I had fun laughing at the silliness of Steph and her friends. Ben invited me to his show in BG on Friday. I think I'll probably go. Hopefully we'll have a little preshow/end of spring break party at the apartment Friday afternoon. Denielle spent the night and I was going to take her and Stephanie TPing. Got my sister to agree to taking my car in to get fixed and let me take her truck becuase I was taking her out TPing. She ended up getting sick and we didn't go, but sti still took my car in. I called her when I got out of class to see what the story was. She called me back at 1. She had JUST got my car there. To do all of my repairs it would take until 5. She had to work and couldn't stay that long. I was angry again, but came up with a plan. DONT GET STRESSED OVER STUPID THINGS... and by stupid things I mean everything. I ened up going home and getting a couple things done, but didn't end up being anything close to productive.
But what really made my day was talking to Kim's mom...
Debbe IH (11:50:33 PM): That was very thoughtful that you remembered Kimby's birthday. She should be thankful to have such nice friends.
Daniellezoc (11:50:46 PM): :-)
Daniellezoc (11:50:55 PM): of course i remembered kimberly's birthday
Debbe IH (11:52:05 PM): Now that she has a boyfriend, she doesn't take time for friends anymore. I remind her that it isn't good to spend too much time with one person.
Debbe IH (11:52:22 PM): But what do I know, I'm just the mom.
Daniellezoc (11:52:52 PM): Well.. she did invite me to do pilates with her on friday.. but i had to work
Debbe IH (11:53:12 PM): Oh that's good to know.
She was so concerned. Rightfully so, but still. I <3 Debbe. The worst part is... I didn't even want to call Kim. I got out of the shower around 4. We had to leave at 6 and I wanted to nap, but I should have done homework. I had to call Whiteboy back. I had to call both Kimberly and Joe for their birthday. All I really wanted to do was sleep for an hour. Reluctantly, I called everybody I needed. Talked to Whiteboy for a bit, left a message on Kimberly's answering machine, and then talk to Joe for a couple minutes. After Kim's mom IMed me, I actually felt good about it. I guess RAKs are kind of cool sometimes.
Goodnight.
When my mom called, she informed me that since I was the only one that didn't really have anything to do that morning, I had to sit home and wait for the new computer moniter. My tire is about to blow out, but I had to sit home all day. Whatever. Whiteboy snuggled with me for about 15 minutes or so (however long it took me to escape his squeezing arms) and made up for the night before, but then we got in a fight again becuase he wouldn't come home with me. He said he can't be at my house. NOBODY WAS HOME! I had to sit at my house, all alone, waiting for the stupid computer that I'll NEVER use. I tried to study, but was too tired so I layed down on the couch in the living room waiting for UPS. I end up falling asleep and having a horrible nightmare that woke me up crying and terrified. When I finally realised it was just a dream, I got myself to get up and check everything out to make sure it was ok. Of course it was. The monitor never came and I had to leave for work. I was still exhausted and about to be late. Fortuneately, I've mastered the "getting ready for the bluestreak" skills and can get ready and be at work in 10 minutes. We were really busy and I didn't have time to talk to Heather about my frustrations. Chuck and Holly weren't around becuase Abby (the one I got drunk) had to go to the hospital the day before... Easter Sunday... she had a cyst on her ovaries. Then I had to work with Stacey and she was being retarted but then...
This is where my day gets better. Whiteboy calls me on the way home from his interview. He got the job. They even asked him if he was interested in a management position. He was to go back today at 2. I was so excited. It was the day I'd been waiting for. THEN to make things even better, he came in to see me! WITH Karena and Josh. I hooked them up good. Couldn't quit smiling at my boy becuase he was so cute. I ended up getting 8 hours and $10 in tips. I got home to 10 cars in my driveway. My sister had a bunch of people over for a bonfire. I hung out with them for the next couple hours. I talked to Melissa Gothier for a while. Ben Capaul and I played guitar. It was a good time. I called my boy to see if he'd come over. Again, he uses the excuse that he can't come to my house becuase he's trying to be cool with my parents. He's never going to be cool with my parents. We might as well just "sneak" him over when I can. It's not even being really risky. First time, nobody was home. During the bon fire, my parents were already asleep. I was upset again. I just... I dunno... Even though it's not the greatest relationship and it makes me sad a lot, when I'm not with him I often feel like I want to be becuase he's mine. I think I kind of get it from Gary... he always tells me I shouldn't complain becuase at least I have a boyfriend. If I wasn't so retarted and fucked things up so bad he could have been my boy. /sigh
I had to get over the whole Whiteboy not coming to my house. I had fun laughing at the silliness of Steph and her friends. Ben invited me to his show in BG on Friday. I think I'll probably go. Hopefully we'll have a little preshow/end of spring break party at the apartment Friday afternoon. Denielle spent the night and I was going to take her and Stephanie TPing. Got my sister to agree to taking my car in to get fixed and let me take her truck becuase I was taking her out TPing. She ended up getting sick and we didn't go, but sti still took my car in. I called her when I got out of class to see what the story was. She called me back at 1. She had JUST got my car there. To do all of my repairs it would take until 5. She had to work and couldn't stay that long. I was angry again, but came up with a plan. DONT GET STRESSED OVER STUPID THINGS... and by stupid things I mean everything. I ened up going home and getting a couple things done, but didn't end up being anything close to productive.
But what really made my day was talking to Kim's mom...
Debbe IH (11:50:33 PM): That was very thoughtful that you remembered Kimby's birthday. She should be thankful to have such nice friends.
Daniellezoc (11:50:46 PM): :-)
Daniellezoc (11:50:55 PM): of course i remembered kimberly's birthday
Debbe IH (11:52:05 PM): Now that she has a boyfriend, she doesn't take time for friends anymore. I remind her that it isn't good to spend too much time with one person.
Debbe IH (11:52:22 PM): But what do I know, I'm just the mom.
Daniellezoc (11:52:52 PM): Well.. she did invite me to do pilates with her on friday.. but i had to work
Debbe IH (11:53:12 PM): Oh that's good to know.
She was so concerned. Rightfully so, but still. I <3 Debbe. The worst part is... I didn't even want to call Kim. I got out of the shower around 4. We had to leave at 6 and I wanted to nap, but I should have done homework. I had to call Whiteboy back. I had to call both Kimberly and Joe for their birthday. All I really wanted to do was sleep for an hour. Reluctantly, I called everybody I needed. Talked to Whiteboy for a bit, left a message on Kimberly's answering machine, and then talk to Joe for a couple minutes. After Kim's mom IMed me, I actually felt good about it. I guess RAKs are kind of cool sometimes.
Goodnight.