theres always a moment...i can give in to this or i can resist it... CLOSER.

[danirosipants]

so yesterday i understood for the first time why leaving high school might be partially a great thing. i need to get away from this little american heritage bubble. the more im with the people ive known and loved so long, minus my bestest friends and a few lovelies like cassie and rene and shiyao, the more i see how different things have already

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[danirosipants]

thanks kinzel...and i kno...its just wen im there u kno. seeing it. it just stabs me rite in the heart ya kno. and it makes me think about who these ppl im supposedly friends with even are u kno? like how can they not kno it wud hurt me if they kno me? and i kno the same shit wud hurt them too...they just... idk. i guess they just dont think about it. and that hurts to cuz i htink of them.but w.e. i suppose. i am happy with my core friends. i have my core friends always. and i guess i shud just b happy about that. but it still hurts like fuck.

thanks for caring babe. love u.

[immagicboo]

oh jizz (fuck, this is going to take a long ass time becuase i have the hiccups and they affect me deeply. ABABABABABABA