ive been pratcing the precepts , and good merits and already it is starting to show. me and jeff are happy , as friends. and we both still love each other. i just want us to be happy and at the moment this is it.

I bet you will never knnow how much it would hurt me to not have you as a boyfriend . it would honestly never make me want to love again for a very very very long time ( Read more... )

I bet youll never know how much I love the way you laughed, as loud as it was ( Read more... )

plucking a flower and affecting a star.
you get what you give.
my karma is coming back to me .
so once i do good again hopefully in this life my karma will bring me good

me and jeff broke up . happy valentinmes day.

everytime i make her run she turns around and crys
and i ask myself why oh why

i wish you knew that i slept in an oceans of tears soaked away by fears of loosing you as i closed my ass to kill my mind in a night of nightmaress with n o one to hold

Slits, blows, burns ( Read more... )

Dieing inside ( Read more... )

Jeff decided he wants a break , but the guidlines are stupid. we cant see other people . we sitll hang out and make out . but no sleeping in each others bed i guess, no seeing each other as much . it just pisses me off so much . he said he cant have me calling him when hes a minute late, but its more like 40 minutes. and the other week we had somme ( Read more... )