A further update on my current situation...
SwankyTehDiao: gah!
SwankyTehDiao: i hate this family
SwankyTehDiao: my mom out of no where is downstairs right now crying
AngelAlexeil: :-(
SwankyTehDiao: and they want me to go fucking appoligize to her
SwankyTehDiao: what about all the fucking times i've cried?
SwankyTehDiao: has she ever appologized to me?
AngelAlexeil: What do they think you did to make her cry?
SwankyTehDiao: i have no fucking clue
SwankyTehDiao: but my brother came into my room and he's like "she's crying right now because of you. because she wants you to make something of yourself. because she's raised you for 18 years and is disappointed with you. you should go appologize"
AngelAlexeil: bah, sounds like a bunch of bullshit. Not like you did anything
SwankyTehDiao: pretty much
AngelAlexeil: I'm sorry you're stuck there
SwankyTehDiao: -_-
SwankyTehDiao: And she only just said yesterday that she would leave me alone now and wouldn't bug me about anything anymore.
SwankyTehDiao: God, I've heard that speech too many fucking times.
SwankyTehDiao: And yesterday she said to me "Do you want a chunk of fat hanging out of your stomach?"
SwankyTehDiao: And I'm like "Yeah mom! That's all I ever wanted! How did you guess?"
AngelAlexeil: wtf? That's no way for a parent to act
SwankyTehDiao: my mom says shit like that all the time
AngelAlexeil: :-(
SwankyTehDiao: and now my i can hear my brother downstairs feeding her "anti-danni" propaganda, about how ungrateful i am, etc...
AngelAlexeil: I wish I had something helpful to say
SwankyTehDiao: it's okay... only six more years left, right?:'(
AngelAlexeil: well maybe something will come up to let you leave before that
SwankyTehDiao: i fucking hope so
SwankyTehDiao: i can't take it here anymore
And the whole time my bro was trying to convince me to talk to her, my housekeeper was down there saying "Maybe you should leave her alone. She's clearly lost her mind." Granted, I was yelling pretty damn loud, but fuck it. I wanted him out of my room, and he wasn't going.
So I went to bed around 5:30pm-ish because I was losing my voice, and felt overall way too shitty. I woke up around 10:50-ish to the sound of her knocking on my door. I got a package from Tomi. <3333333333333 Asian movies and dramas!!!! Gah, you have no idea how much I love you right now, hun! I wish I could go to Poland and hug you to death!!! Granted I've only heard of the one movie and the one drama, I'm sure I'll love all the stuff you sent me, and I've been wanting to see My Sassy Girl.^^