lets see.. on friday i had practice from 6 till 10 so that was fun. mom wouldnt let me go out to friendly's cuz shes dumb. back up at the school for 7.30 on saturday morning. dress rehearsal went pretty well. had a little lunch and finished up the second act and was home by around 3/3.30. mom wouldnt let me go to elenas.. well bens but ya. and she ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of my mom trying to disinclude me into everything. after practice tonight everyone was going out to friendly's but guess whos mom wouldnt let them go... ya thatd be me. and for what reason.. i have to get up early FUCK THAT SHIT. im not even friggen going to bed ive got much better things i could be doing, and other things i plan on ( Read more... )

truth.. its a really funny word. if you have something to say to someone JUST SAY IT. i hate when friendships are built on well.. nothing. honesty is the best quality a friendship can possibley have. just think about that.

things have been so up and down lately i have no idea where i stand. when i know i'll be sure to let you know.

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yeah now hes definatelly beating around the bush and totally blowing me off. ya for friends. i guess things are still weird but how the fuck do you get over things if you dont even try!! i cant figure this out. not at all. even with my best friends' thoughts, still not making any sense. oh wait thats cuz this is entirely a fucked up mess!! but ( Read more... )

only a little bit longer until i move out.. i cant FUCKING wait ( Read more... )

today was quite dull. just got home from practice. didnt go to track today on account of i cant run with the team untill my doctor comes back to send my papers in... that wont be till at least thursday at the earliest and hopefully friday at the latest ( Read more... )

hung out till kay's party at 4 yesterday. got there a little late but didnt miss much. we settled down and watched boondock saints which was pretty good. then we did presents and cake. and then put some disco on and danced and did the limbo. matt sat on my lap to pet me, pretty interesting picture of that lol. then we hung around and such and alex ( Read more... )

Chloe died last night.. so now i'm left with one turtle. that sucks. oh well..

off to kaylas for a party. should be alota fun i miss hanging out with them.

back tomorrow sometime.

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so i thought things might be different this time. but i was wrong, again. and let me tell you something i'm not getting used to things always turning out for the worse, frankly i'm quite sick of it already. what the shit ever. looks like i'm not going to prom. my mother is NOT letting me go if i dont have a date and seeing as thats not looking so ( Read more... )

its so funny how i can act like the world is perfect when its not. well first off i got in a car accident yesterday. that was fun. today i talked to ben for about 6 seconds when in that time he told me he got my message but didnt get a chance to call me back because if he really cared he would have found 5 mintues to call me its not like hes a ( Read more... )