My head hurts and my mind isn't as sharp as it should be. I feel like I have nothing figured out and have no clue where to start finding the answers. Of pressing concern ( Read more... )

So it happened something like this ( Read more... )

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I've found out that not only is the person I suspect going around and telling people that I was kicked off because of the Transplants incident, but also specifically talked to Fallout Boy's tour manager so that he wouldn't ever hire me ( Read more... )

I didn't want to have to write anything about getting kicked off tour. I hoped that it would all just pass away as it is completely ridiculous. But now, someone (and I have a pretty good idea who) is out keeping the legend alive, so to speak. So here is the whole truth, as I know it ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back.

After the 2 most physically, mentally, and emotionally brutal months of my life, I'm finally done. Some of you will notice that I'm home a bit early. Thats because I've been totally fucked. Details will follow, but for now a long shower and rest are in order. I'm so happy to be back among friends.

Oh man ( Read more... )

I'm leaving in a few hours and a part of me hopes I never come back. I lost my iPod, too. I think it was stolen, but I probobly put it somewhere stupid. I don't think I'm gonna ever do anything that great, so it doesn't really matter where I do it. I'm stoked to see Erin. I'm even stokeder to see BJ. When was the last time someone called you BJ? I ( Read more... )

I wish it didn't take something like this to bring so many people I care about, some who I haven't seen in years, together. Next time, I want to be able to smile without feeling guilty about it.

Somebody get married or something.

I should be on the road. Anonymous towns, losing track of the days, forgetting what I left behind, forgetting what's waiting for me ( Read more... )