I think it's normal, and okay to want to win AND win with the one you love. I wish all the time me and Johnny could play together and win. You want that happiness of winning, and you want to share it with the person you love. There's nothing wrong with that.
I know when I was dating my ex and he won the cup, it was one of the hardest things. I was happy for him, but I wanted it to be me. I think it says a lot about that you not only want it to be you, you want it to be "us" You want to share it. You want it for yourself, but it sounds like more importantly you want it for the two of you and I think that's a great thing.
Hi, sorry I rambled. I just wanted to let you know it's okay to be feeling what you feel. And Drew probably wants the same thing.
Thanks, Horc. I think that's it... it's the "us" I want. More than anything. All season, we haven't gotten to be an us... not in the teammates sense. That's what I want. And it conflicts with the competitive spirit in me.
I think that's good. It shows that you love him more then winning. You want to win and that will never go away... but you love him more. And you want it together. I think the end of my last relationship was seeing that I didn't want US to win, I wanted it to be me. I didn't want to share it, I wanted it to be me. And that showed me that he wasn't the one. This shows that you love him as much, if not more then winning and there's nothing wrong with that.
it's a little bit of a war of wills... and you know I'm not letting you get away with saying loser... at all! At all. It's been a long year for me too, in a lot of ways, but i know its hard for you, like crazy and I wish there was something more I could do... I dont think it's too much to ask at all.
Just... keep doing what you're doing, and don't think about me like in a regretful kind of way? Be awesome and amazing and the star everyone wants you to be in Edmonton, and maybe Springfield for a few weeks, and then we'll have our summer, and forget about all this bad stuff?
I didn't mean about me as much as... like... if you end up in playoffs of some kind, and I don't... just... don't worry about me, ok? Do your best and be awesome like you are? And we'll be ok.
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I know when I was dating my ex and he won the cup, it was one of the hardest things. I was happy for him, but I wanted it to be me. I think it says a lot about that you not only want it to be you, you want it to be "us" You want to share it. You want it for yourself, but it sounds like more importantly you want it for the two of you and I think that's a great thing.
Hi, sorry I rambled. I just wanted to let you know it's okay to be feeling what you feel. And Drew probably wants the same thing.
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