No sillies, not MIA as in Miami, but MIA as in WHERE THE FUCK IS RACHEL LeFREE??? Yeah...no one knows. : \

I think we need to stop playing this game. If you don't like me, don't pretend to be a friend. You know who you are. Stop being a fucking pussy and just tell me how you feel so we can get all of this out in the open, no questions unanswered or feelings surpressed. I'm tired of being the the gray area...help me the fuck out. Tell me you hate me, I'm ( Read more... )

Last night I saw Donnie Darko with Alex and Sophia...and I related to Donnie so much. No, I don't see 6' bunnies named Frank around, but the other things...

okay I'm done.

Last night was delightful. Minus the guy in the picture, of course. I loved loved LOVED Forgive Durden, and This Providence was just pretty. I was right in my predictions of not having a good time with the guy, but thank god Ana was at the show! I got in the mosh pit (remember me always saying I would never EVER do that?...well...Jamais Vu makes ( Read more... )

I'm so confused..! I have a date this friday with a guy I barely know, which is okay, because the whole point of a date is to get to know someone better, but the problem is when we have talked there was no...spark. It gives me a pessimistic outlook on this. ughh I HAVE THE MOST HOPELESS LOVELIFE OF ANYONE YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!! Why can't I meet a ( Read more... )

Some people are a disapointment. I don't know what else to say, or how else to say it.

The tide is coming in, and the waves are washing over me...

DON'T EVER FUCK ME OVER BECAUSE I WILL CUT YOU OFF AND NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN. AND IF YOU EVEN TRY TO GET BACK IN MY GOOD GRACES BE PREPARED TO BE ON THE SHIT LIST FOR A LOOONG TIME BECAUSE IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO TRUST PEOPLE IN THE FIRST PLACE, LIKE I'M GOING TO FUCKING START TRUSTING AN ASSHOLE THAT SCREWED ME OVER IN 2 SECONDS?!! NO SORRY ( Read more... )

Well. Things have completely changed since that last entry. I swear, every fucking year one parent has to pull some bullshit and the other parent has to make up for it. It was my moms turn to be the bitch I guess (with the help of my sister) and my dad ended up coming through. Even though it's still a little awkward at least we're on speaking terms ( Read more... )

So tonight was 'birthday' night, even though it's not technically till monday. I fucking hate my birthday, my parents always find some way to ruin it every year. So tonight my dad gave me my present in front of my family...like it's something to be proud of. A 'diamond' necklace. I don't know if it's real or not, but I would rather have the receipt ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write in here anymore. I have nothing good to say, and I'm one of those people who have to pretend to be happy and 'okay' when they're not...for everyone. Even my closest friends have no clue, never have known the extent of what has gone on in my life because of it. I keep asking myself the same thing..if I had different ( Read more... )