i just was reading julies thing... just reading one's from a while ago, bordom. wasn't finding a whole lot about me, which isn't a big deal at all but i still thought it was kinda wierd, then i was like "well i don't get to her house very often, cuz she's busy a lot cuz she has friends and all, and things to do". so then i read this thing about me ( Read more... )

over all experience for the day? even. some shittty things happened. some good thigns happened. igot yet more offers to join a band... all these kids are 19. i talked to the singer, he seems cool. don't think padres would let me go to BU to jam with college kids though, cuz they're stupid... or something. their music's not that great... i figure i ( Read more... )

Today... an interesting day. i hate school, i know all shit we study, yet i don't do well on tests. i don't get it, i just suck at life. i feel like quitting sometimes... just nto getting out of bed. "i have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give. there is nothing more for me, need the end to set me free" thank you james hettfield for ( Read more... )

this is my tiny victory for the day: i created an account. i got back from hawaii today. one might think "yay! hawaii!" but really, it wask inda shitty. all my "friends" act jealous and i feel like a dick telling them that i hated hawaii, so id on't say that. i hate spending a lot of time with my family, they piss me off. especailly my stupid ass ( Read more... )