dumb.

[dante_mon_amour]

Damnit. I wish I had an ounce of motivation towards school and the work that accompanies it. I fucking give up. I don't ever want to go to class again. I don't ever want to turn in an essay that won't be graded. Why am I even here? Why am I even taking these classes? This shit is just rehashed from previous years at UC Irvine. Why am I fucking

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[aprilshowers414]

Emotional break downs are cool. I had one last night, so in a weird time zones way, we both broke down at the same time.

Way to go us!

I think you're special, is that good enough?

NO, ITS NOT!!

[dante_mon_amour]

just kidding. Yeah, we rock. Twinsies!

[jason64128]

A) calm down will, you'll be back in sunny, featureful california in a few months

B) grades do have that whole award appeal, it feels good to have someone write down on paper that you did well and are a smart guy.

c) i don't think you are bland

[dante_mon_amour]

1)i am calmer today. this entry looks stupid now

2) i feel guilty for not going to class, my plan is to email my professors and tell them that im depressed or something, or that something happened dealing with family issues that made me unmotivated to go to school, ill be lying, but still....

3) thnx

stop winning

[anonymous]

William, as a friend stop winning

[aftermyhead]

come here and I'll hug you

huggies (not the diaper)

[anonymous]

this made me sad willis. chill-us willis.
so, i take it your school work inlondon isn't even going towards credit at uc irvine? or am i reading incorrectly. probably the latter?
anyway. you know i miss you--and the whole tortilla thing--made me laugh. out loud. at work.
i also miss hanging out at various places throughout the evening: ie- dirty gas station tables, subway (with mouse) etc. but we need to hang outin LA considering it will be the new hanger-outer environment.
i'm dumb.

-monica (da chronic)

Re: huggies (not the diaper)

[dante_mon_amour]

yes i cant wait to see you again....

but i go to school in BIRMINGHAM not london.