i am writing you this with tears in my eyes william...i wish i had some wise words of wisdom or some witty catch phrase to make you feel better but i'd be flat out lying to you if i told u i was sure that things will turn out all right in the end...the one thing i can say is that u are not alone in your pain...and that the thing that u must do at a time like this is envision failure and prepare yourself for it so that if it eventually comes, you'll be ready for it and not so easily caught unawares...i hate to sound so grim but it would be a far worse thing for me, as a friend to you, to instill within you a false hope and heap upon a world of promises that i cannot even begin to make come true...trust me when i say that a little pessimism will do you an eternity of good at a time like this...at least if u expect the worst, the not-so-bad will be a welcome miracle....i hope u dont think me too negative...
I appreciate what you say and you are right. that is one thing that i am actually good at, preparing myself for failure, but i cannot accept it at all. It just sucks that I worked sooo hard and it might not pay off, like usual. I dont think your comment was too negative, it was realistic. thanks love.
on a different note,
it would have been cool to actually meet earlier in the school year and become actual friends who hung out and junk...although I am not a cool guy to hang out with. but it would have been nice to try!
I've had so many problems with them and the harder I work the more they've screwed me. But nothing this bad. Start making the rounds at banks to see if you can get some emergency help. I do think you'll be able to rectify this.
Thanks for the encouragement...my grammiez said she would try to get me a loan..but i dunno if she qualifiez etc....we shall seee.........yeah the people in the financial aid office are whorez who need to get urinated on and then forced to eat the fecal matter of a 850 lb man whose diet only consists of eating beans from a can.
godddd that frosting looks so fucking good in your icon i want to die!
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I appreciate what you say and you are right. that is one thing that i am actually good at, preparing myself for failure, but i cannot accept it at all. It just sucks that I worked sooo hard and it might not pay off, like usual. I dont think your comment was too negative, it was realistic. thanks love.
on a different note,
it would have been cool to actually meet earlier in the school year and become actual friends who hung out and junk...although I am not a cool guy to hang out with. but it would have been nice to try!
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I've had so many problems with them and the harder I work the more they've screwed me. But nothing this bad. Start making the rounds at banks to see if you can get some emergency help. I do think you'll be able to rectify this.
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godddd that frosting looks so fucking good in your icon i want to die!
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