I suppose this is in order...
Not a lot to report here really. I've really just been working like a five cent chinese whore. That's about it. Things have really gotten busy lately and all. We're moving the store in a couple of weeks, so it's only going to get busier, and then right after we get things settled at the new store, we're going to go straight into Halloween, not to mention the ten or fifteen some odd peopel we hired for the move and for halloween. They're a motley bunch they are. Oh well. Hopefully, we'll get some good ones. Ya know what though? Things have started to really look up for me lately. I dunno what it is, but I've been in a really great mood lately. Since like..Sunday.
Nothing in particular has happened really. I've just been more upbeat and positve and confident lately...dunno why. It's good though because I haven't felt this way in a long time. MAn, I Hope it lasts for a while. Even though I've been working a lot, things at work are starting to get better. I can't wait till we move the store, it'll break up the monotony of the regular routine at work and all since I'm not going to North Point or Decatur anymore. Been trying to get back into exercising as well. I think that's been a big part to contributing to my better mood is the fact that I'm starting to exercise more on a regular basis again like I was before. So we'll see how that goes.
As far as everything else, I'm going to look into going to KSU next semester I beleive and say goodbye to the Art Institute. A part of me hates to do that, but I really just can't afford to go there anymore with the high tuition and other high prices for everything else. Ah well. To tell you the truth, I'm not even 100 percent sure that animation is something that I really wanna do for a career anymore. I've been thinking about a lot of things, and I really do think that I could have fun with it, but I just dunno if it's something that I wanna invest the time into to make my career. I just don't know if I'd be able to enjoy it that much. I dunno. It's crazy. Liking something so much that you want to do it for the rest of your life. I guess those are the people that have the true passion for what they like.
I guess I need to try and find what my passion is, because at this stage in my life, I have no freakin' clue, but then again...who does? Not many people. Hell, I thought I had it all planned out and I knew exactly how things were going to go after I graduated high school, but man I was wrong. Oh well. Just goes to show ya, life can really throw ya one hell of a curve ball. So when/if I get into KSU, I think that I'm just going to take some general education classes till I can find out what I really wanna do with myself for the rest of my life. I know I won't graduate on time or anything, but that's ok. I'd rather spend the time now trying to figure out what I want to do rather than just get whatever because it's convenient at the time. if that makes any sense anyways.
I've also gotten back into doing some martial arts as well, whichi is good. Man, I really wanna buy a katana, and not just one that's for like sitting up on your wall. I really wanna get a real katana tthat can really cut something in half. I think that'd be cool, but I know those are a shitload of money, plus...I know you're thinking "What the hell is this kid going to do with a real katana?" and to answer that question for you, well...I dunno. I'm going to have to get back to you on that one later when I figure it out. I dunno. I've had a lot of ideas and things that I wanna do running through my mind lately. I had thought about maybe going and getting a tattoo, but then I dunno what kind I'd end up getting, so I probably won't get one.
I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life as of late anyways, and I've decided that I need to take control of some things and get back on track, as well as start taking some time off from wrok so I can do more things with friends and go visit some people, rather than spend the rest of my time working. Life's way too short to spend all that time working. I know I need the money, but hell, it wouldn't hurt so much if I took some more time off for a little bit, I mean not any time real soon since we've got the store move coming up and then we're giong straight into halloween after that, I won't be able to take much time off, but I think after Halloween is when I'm really gonna start to re-evaluate a lot of things in my life and trying to get to a better point in my life.
I've also decided that I need to see some friends more as well as perhaps be a little bit more spontaneous. I think that might do me some good, add a little something here and there I think. I dunno. At this point in the entry I'm getting rather tired, so I think that I'm going to just end it here and say good night...so...good night! Off I go to sleep!
Nothing in particular has happened really. I've just been more upbeat and positve and confident lately...dunno why. It's good though because I haven't felt this way in a long time. MAn, I Hope it lasts for a while. Even though I've been working a lot, things at work are starting to get better. I can't wait till we move the store, it'll break up the monotony of the regular routine at work and all since I'm not going to North Point or Decatur anymore. Been trying to get back into exercising as well. I think that's been a big part to contributing to my better mood is the fact that I'm starting to exercise more on a regular basis again like I was before. So we'll see how that goes.
As far as everything else, I'm going to look into going to KSU next semester I beleive and say goodbye to the Art Institute. A part of me hates to do that, but I really just can't afford to go there anymore with the high tuition and other high prices for everything else. Ah well. To tell you the truth, I'm not even 100 percent sure that animation is something that I really wanna do for a career anymore. I've been thinking about a lot of things, and I really do think that I could have fun with it, but I just dunno if it's something that I wanna invest the time into to make my career. I just don't know if I'd be able to enjoy it that much. I dunno. It's crazy. Liking something so much that you want to do it for the rest of your life. I guess those are the people that have the true passion for what they like.
I guess I need to try and find what my passion is, because at this stage in my life, I have no freakin' clue, but then again...who does? Not many people. Hell, I thought I had it all planned out and I knew exactly how things were going to go after I graduated high school, but man I was wrong. Oh well. Just goes to show ya, life can really throw ya one hell of a curve ball. So when/if I get into KSU, I think that I'm just going to take some general education classes till I can find out what I really wanna do with myself for the rest of my life. I know I won't graduate on time or anything, but that's ok. I'd rather spend the time now trying to figure out what I want to do rather than just get whatever because it's convenient at the time. if that makes any sense anyways.
I've also gotten back into doing some martial arts as well, whichi is good. Man, I really wanna buy a katana, and not just one that's for like sitting up on your wall. I really wanna get a real katana tthat can really cut something in half. I think that'd be cool, but I know those are a shitload of money, plus...I know you're thinking "What the hell is this kid going to do with a real katana?" and to answer that question for you, well...I dunno. I'm going to have to get back to you on that one later when I figure it out. I dunno. I've had a lot of ideas and things that I wanna do running through my mind lately. I had thought about maybe going and getting a tattoo, but then I dunno what kind I'd end up getting, so I probably won't get one.
I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life as of late anyways, and I've decided that I need to take control of some things and get back on track, as well as start taking some time off from wrok so I can do more things with friends and go visit some people, rather than spend the rest of my time working. Life's way too short to spend all that time working. I know I need the money, but hell, it wouldn't hurt so much if I took some more time off for a little bit, I mean not any time real soon since we've got the store move coming up and then we're giong straight into halloween after that, I won't be able to take much time off, but I think after Halloween is when I'm really gonna start to re-evaluate a lot of things in my life and trying to get to a better point in my life.
I've also decided that I need to see some friends more as well as perhaps be a little bit more spontaneous. I think that might do me some good, add a little something here and there I think. I dunno. At this point in the entry I'm getting rather tired, so I think that I'm going to just end it here and say good night...so...good night! Off I go to sleep!