a followup.
I'll admit that I am angry, and I refuse to sleep until I've written something positve here. So I'd like to say something else, and I don't care how strange it makes me look to the people I've never met in real life.
don't skip over this.
I am a very proud person, I am truly and undeniably proud of each and every one of you. I'd like to point out the people I think I know the best, and bluntly remind them that somebody is out there rooting for them.
Anya: I couldn't be more proud of your persevering spirit. It's subtle, and I don't know if many people notice it, but I think it's there, and it works slowly and softly. I'm proud of that.
Astolpho: I'm proud of your tastes. You know what you like and you go after it, forgive the lame analogy, like a gazelle on the serenghetti. I'm proud that you attack life and shake the ever loving piss out of it till you get what you want from it, then you shake it some more just for the hell of it.
Calekit: I'm proud of who you could be. When I look at you, I see someone who doesn't feel like he's done anything with the moment, but knows that greatness is around the corner. I'm proud of the massive amounts of potential you have, and I understand how scary that can be, but I'm proud that you at least admit that it exists, that's better than most people.
CloudPouncer: I'm proud of the joy you take in the things you love, you give your soul to them, and you seem to be paid back tenfold. That joy reflects back through you, and I'm proud that you let it.
CubStatik: Of all on this list, I think that it is of statik that I am most proud. We've never met, and I don't know if he'd even like me if he knew me. But it is of note that the greatest of fires produce the purest of metals, and I think this is especially true of him. I am proud that when he gets beat on by life, he smiles that wonderful bloody grin that I imagine he has and asks "is that all?" for such a young age, he understands so much of life that many people will never grasp, and I think that it is because of these tell-tale signs, that I am proud of the man he is becoming.
Genom: though I do not know Genom that well, I am proud of his zest for life, and I am proud of his sense of humor. his laugh is that of the truly content, and it brings warmth to all it touches. That's a rare gift, and something to be proud of.
Javi: I could not be more proud of Javi, for his innocence. his childlike wonder and happiness that breaks from his heart and floods the very room he occupies with giddyness without reason. many people lost that embodiment as they age. It seems that with Javi, age only increases his joy of people. I'm very proud of that.
Kaicub: I'm proud of Kai, because he is learning to manage other men, and in this he must first learn to master himself, his success at taking care of others implies a high level of stability on his part, something that many people never learn. How could I not be proud of such a man?
Kitncub: Though I do not tell him enough, kit is one of the most thoughtful people I know, and one of the few I allow to approach me without any fear of my sharp tongue. His quiet and thoughtful nature bely a mind that is in thought of the universe and the pertinent question of why. I am proud of the realistic philosopher that he is, and openly applaud when he has a success. With such hard work, he surely deserves more. I am proud of him.
Ponce de Leon: Ponce is young, and has much to learn. but I am proud of the fact that he is willing to learn, in his own way of course, and I am proud of the potential he could have.
Rasberry Roo: Roo is another special mention on this list, because in her I see determination. It is determination that is sometimes not fueled by hope, but I imagine that behind her eyes lies a fire that pushes her forward and through whomever and whatever might stand in her way, no matter how much it might hurt, I think that she will always go onward. I am proud of that, and of her.
Swift Fox: I am proud of Swift not for the man he may become, but for the man that he is today. it takes work to manage as much as he does, and more so than that, to make it look effortless. That's called mastery, Swift. I imagine him to be the type of man to possess calm nerves under fire, and I would be foolish if I did not swell out with pride when I think of him.
Thrashbear: I think that Thrash also has much to learn in the worlds of balance and harmony. It is not from his energy that this learning must come, but from moments when he lacks it. He and I are much alike, and unless I miss my guess, he must resist the urge each moment to yell out loud at his brain to shut itself up. I am proud of his creative energies, and though I see much of my past in him, I think that with the right person to balance him out, his effective creativity could become a force to be reckoned with.
it is important for me to tell you this, because I want you to know that no matter how down and out you are, I am still out here, wherever here is, and I am rooting for you to win.
don't skip over this.
I am a very proud person, I am truly and undeniably proud of each and every one of you. I'd like to point out the people I think I know the best, and bluntly remind them that somebody is out there rooting for them.
Anya: I couldn't be more proud of your persevering spirit. It's subtle, and I don't know if many people notice it, but I think it's there, and it works slowly and softly. I'm proud of that.
Astolpho: I'm proud of your tastes. You know what you like and you go after it, forgive the lame analogy, like a gazelle on the serenghetti. I'm proud that you attack life and shake the ever loving piss out of it till you get what you want from it, then you shake it some more just for the hell of it.
Calekit: I'm proud of who you could be. When I look at you, I see someone who doesn't feel like he's done anything with the moment, but knows that greatness is around the corner. I'm proud of the massive amounts of potential you have, and I understand how scary that can be, but I'm proud that you at least admit that it exists, that's better than most people.
CloudPouncer: I'm proud of the joy you take in the things you love, you give your soul to them, and you seem to be paid back tenfold. That joy reflects back through you, and I'm proud that you let it.
CubStatik: Of all on this list, I think that it is of statik that I am most proud. We've never met, and I don't know if he'd even like me if he knew me. But it is of note that the greatest of fires produce the purest of metals, and I think this is especially true of him. I am proud that when he gets beat on by life, he smiles that wonderful bloody grin that I imagine he has and asks "is that all?" for such a young age, he understands so much of life that many people will never grasp, and I think that it is because of these tell-tale signs, that I am proud of the man he is becoming.
Genom: though I do not know Genom that well, I am proud of his zest for life, and I am proud of his sense of humor. his laugh is that of the truly content, and it brings warmth to all it touches. That's a rare gift, and something to be proud of.
Javi: I could not be more proud of Javi, for his innocence. his childlike wonder and happiness that breaks from his heart and floods the very room he occupies with giddyness without reason. many people lost that embodiment as they age. It seems that with Javi, age only increases his joy of people. I'm very proud of that.
Kaicub: I'm proud of Kai, because he is learning to manage other men, and in this he must first learn to master himself, his success at taking care of others implies a high level of stability on his part, something that many people never learn. How could I not be proud of such a man?
Kitncub: Though I do not tell him enough, kit is one of the most thoughtful people I know, and one of the few I allow to approach me without any fear of my sharp tongue. His quiet and thoughtful nature bely a mind that is in thought of the universe and the pertinent question of why. I am proud of the realistic philosopher that he is, and openly applaud when he has a success. With such hard work, he surely deserves more. I am proud of him.
Ponce de Leon: Ponce is young, and has much to learn. but I am proud of the fact that he is willing to learn, in his own way of course, and I am proud of the potential he could have.
Rasberry Roo: Roo is another special mention on this list, because in her I see determination. It is determination that is sometimes not fueled by hope, but I imagine that behind her eyes lies a fire that pushes her forward and through whomever and whatever might stand in her way, no matter how much it might hurt, I think that she will always go onward. I am proud of that, and of her.
Swift Fox: I am proud of Swift not for the man he may become, but for the man that he is today. it takes work to manage as much as he does, and more so than that, to make it look effortless. That's called mastery, Swift. I imagine him to be the type of man to possess calm nerves under fire, and I would be foolish if I did not swell out with pride when I think of him.
Thrashbear: I think that Thrash also has much to learn in the worlds of balance and harmony. It is not from his energy that this learning must come, but from moments when he lacks it. He and I are much alike, and unless I miss my guess, he must resist the urge each moment to yell out loud at his brain to shut itself up. I am proud of his creative energies, and though I see much of my past in him, I think that with the right person to balance him out, his effective creativity could become a force to be reckoned with.
it is important for me to tell you this, because I want you to know that no matter how down and out you are, I am still out here, wherever here is, and I am rooting for you to win.