disturbed

[danzcrayz]

i have done this about 3 or 4 times now.  i cannot find any regular documentation of my life after easter 2006-the end of 2006 and early in 2007. i have a vague memory of thinking to myself 'i need a new journal but cannot afford one. in fact i did have a journal, which i used for the beginning of the year. it is only 1/3 used.  it's a narrow,

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[kendrad]

My journal output corresponds directly to my dating history. I do not journal when I am in love, and when I am not in love I journal like crazy. Last year I filled an entire book between February and July, but since July I have written about five pages. I'm sorry my record is sparse for the most recent period of my life, and I'm sorry what record there is of my life, I'm always a bit lonely...

[danzcrayz]

i understand. i think part of the reason the australian has intrigued me so much over the years is he is a muse to me in many ways. it helps he himself has literary talents, so if he likes anything i say, i'm even more flattered than if someone else appreciated my sentiments/descriptions/words. my early diaries in the UK are almost pointless, unless i was sitting in a cafe. they are very detailed childlike diaries of anything related to spanky. 'the spanky diaries' i have called them. oh how young i still was then...