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[dapsykotik]

I just watched The Butterfly Effect again.

I wish that were real.

That I could go back and save her.

That I could go back and stop her from ever meeting me in the first place...

She lost the entire rest of her life because of me. That isn't fair. At all.

There has to be a way...

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[pornrockangel]

....?

and I thought my posts were vague!
wow, though. that's intense.

Heh...

[dapsykotik]

Never used to matter...not many people comment anymore so I usually figured people either weren't reading them or weren't finding them interesting...

My best friend shot herself when I was 15 because of me...if you dig through my journal I've written about her a few times...

I still dream about the day she did it sometimes...not like I used to though (every damn night) but sometimes.

*hug* thanks for the comment...take care :)

Re: Heh...

[pornrockangel]

...I have no words.
why because of you, if I may ask?

I shall look through.

Re: Heh...

[dapsykotik]

It's a long story...I'm pretty sure I wrote about it one day awhile back...a long time before I left for Iraq tho...

If you don't find it I'll tell you tho...just let me know :P