i caN't eveN BegiN to expLain how this feeLs

[dara_marlena]

oKay, i dont know where to start. i am in a really bad mood. i feel so betrayed and so hurt. i can't even explain my feelings anymore. Sometimes i feel like i dont even know myself. Everything is so confusing. Today was really amazing until i got to thinking. i always fuck myself when i do that. But am i not sposed to? i don't know but this sucks

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[dara_marlena]

yeah but sometimes i don't want the whole world to know EXACTLY what's on my mind, so i may talk about something and not say just what it is but i know you know. but your right it does help and thanks for everything. i love you and miss you bunches.