sitting
standing
laying
lying
biting
tossing
moving
clearing
sending
giving
breathing
being
hating
loving
knowing
wishing
longing
having
losing
crying
gaining
working
playing
kneeling
speaking
living

these things all remind me

i think i'm moving to the east coast next week. not really sure... need to clarify some details with the rents (because im broke and i need to find out what kind of work i need to do for them in order for them to help me finance the move_ it costs close to $800 to drive cross country in a CR-V these days). wish me luck ( Read more... )

i cant freaking stand this shit anymore ( Read more... )

so yeah. as we all know, i am an extremely impulsive human being (being that i am on the border of leo and cancer, you can imagine how intense that could be). so, when i make a decision, whether ive thought about it for 2 years or 2 minutes, the decision is made, and thats that ( Read more... )

hmm. it seems so long ago that I have actually written something that has meant something to me, and i dont expect to do it now ( Read more... )

oh brother what have i done this time (nagel)

i use my live journal abilities to exaggerate on the boring lives we live. its always more fun when there's fiction involved, but only minimally

luv

ahh, what a wierd and dissillusioned world we live in. sometimes when i cry, ill have no idea whats going on. ill be walking down the isle at the supermarket and feel tears welling up, like what the fuck. is it my responsibility to figure out why i feel like leaking out of sockets, or can i just let it be ( Read more... )

everything always seems so complicated. but it is now time to test myself

what the fuck the fuck have i become
ivee become a product of the sun