Let's go back, back to the beginning...

[darebel7]

Ok, where do I start... I haven't actually written in here in a long time... I just don't have the time n e more... I barely go online n e more and if i do it's late at night, i just dunno n e more... I've been so confused over everything... Like, I really wanna be best friends with Kirk again but I did some shyt to him that hurt him and we almost

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[one_sweet_tear]

Ashley- Wow, I can't believe I read all that shit you just wrote :) jk I loved it all. I am sorry about the thing with Kirk, hes a very difficult person to understand and much kudos to you for sticking up with him through all his moody times. He's sucha MALE. lol Well yeah, I hope the things get better between you guys, I know he means a lot to you and your special so he should treat you like you are or else I'ma gonna go kick his ass! :) jk Yeah but, about that whole John thing, I totally understand where you're comning from. In my info(since you haven't been online lately) :( well, my info says *So...you play favorites...* and I wonder who that would be directed to! I feel the excact same fucken way you do. I mean I love John to pieces and I could tell him so much stuff but its like, I question our friendship all the time. It reminds me of being *sloppy seconds lol* if you know what I mean. It's like a "Yeah.....I am bored....Wonder what Jen is doing..." then he talks to me about how other ppl are unfair to him and like if his

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[darebel7]

Jen,

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[darebel7]

Sorry, my computer is being gay... but yeah... ne wayz... im glad u feel the same way i do about that shyt cuz i thought i was the only one and then people would look at me like im a selfish brat or something, but it's just that people dont understand... I think the three of us definitly need to sit down and talk about all this... God, it's such a relief that im not the only one that feels this way cuz it fucken KILLS ME too! lol! Well thanx for being there for me Jen and I'm really happy that we r startin to go back to the way we were cuz i missed havin u as one of my close friends! And i thought that I lost you and i thought u would never wanna be good friends again... but it's kool, cuz u r like a sis to me too!

Love,
Ashes

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[hotguy25000]

for one both of you two! yo uare not second....why the hell would yo uthink that...i always make efforts to talk to yo uand handg out so i dotn know how yo ufeel taht way and uh i dont pick favorites you guys need to tell me this shit to my face becasue i dont understand what i did to either of you