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High School Goals
At the beginning of the year, i made a list of goals.
here are the goals that i have so far
academic goals
*at least make 10% [BIG ONE]
*Make Chamber by Freshman
*letter in French
*letter in Orchestra
*letter in Swimming [NEVER HAPPENING]
*make Varesity Swimming [NEVER HAPPENING]
*Be prom king! HAHAHA.... JK
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Growing up
I feel that i have grew up substanically this year compared to the previous. I might have not let this be the open board as it is, but i remember that last year i was immature and i didn't relieze some of the legacies. Looking back at this year, i have learned a lot of life lessons that are important and some less to that degree. I have found that ( Read more... ) -
Morrid Thought
One minute ago, i had the thought of taking one of those bulliten board pins and pierce my figure with it. I took the pin, and started to pludge it into my figure without relizing it. I guess my common sense took over because i stop at the line of blood, but why would i think of such reckless thing to do? Was it because i was bored or because i ( Read more... ) -
Unexpected turn of events
This has been a crazy day. it seems like my life has been shifted to one stage that i am not sure i am ready for. Am i ready for my perspective to be turned around. One person can totally shake one persons future to the core. Why should i be shaken by this fact of the future. The more i think about it, the more i desire it. Today i found out that ( Read more... ) -
119: The fight
I wish it had never happened. But yet again, i wish it had bigger and better consiquences. Why do i wish to push the
people i care about farther away?
I am going to keep count of blogs because i always forgot what number it is -
The frog
Two of my friends are going out. To say i disagree with this will make me a complete jerk, but to know that they don't like eachother more than just friends, what will that make me. The frog. I don't like when people abuse love, but if they really love eachother, could they spare the mockery? As i say, If your are committed to this, i will accept ( Read more... ) -
Are we all Blind?
Why is the sweetest things in life always the hardest to get? Some people find themselves looking for something that was right in front of their faces, but there are other people who see that it could be the best thing but can't grasp it for some reason. Everyone's reason is diffrent. Why do you have to have someone point out what you are unable to ( Read more... ) -
A New Dawn
The future is a scary concept to grasp. To admit you're not is not a wise pretext. The question that appears in all of our minds at one time or another is "what will happen?". Should we be scared of this mysterious era in time we have not yet discovered? Or shall we have no fear, and leave it up to faith? But, what is faith exactly? The timeline in ( Read more... ) -
The Task
The relization of the task is half the battle, Actually doing it is the other half. So why do so many of us come out short handed in this long potent task of life. Do we have to admit that we have a huge deal of pandemonium before sorting things out. The stark word "procrasnation" comes to mind when you think of this, but should we really be taking ( Read more... ) -
the mask
There is a mask a posess. Maybe more than i relizes at the second but it is covering up the true person. This mask may just happen to be the cause of many aspects of myself. Is the mask has come more a part of me and the actual person. When does the mask consum the person? Is it really a mask when you choose not to take it off.