I thought that my decision would solve everything, but i think it's just making things worse.. (damn, cuz it's a good decision too). I can't seem to make anyone happy w/ it.. not even myself.. now i'm all confused and i have so much anger about other stuff too that it's all building up inside of me and just wants to come out, but i can't cuz it won ( Read more... )

I know that i haven't updated in some days but nothing really interesting has been going on. umm.. lets see. Me and Jared worked things out so we are all good now.. todd isn't moving anymore.. umm.. yeah. we had a scrimmage on tuesday and we tied 1-1 cuz some girl hit the back of my cleat w/ her cleat and hyper extended her leg i guess. ofcourse i ( Read more... )

Why does he have to move?! I can't get that thought out of my head ( Read more... )

I have too many freakin emotions right now! Some of them i love, but i can't love them completely because of one other person, and i can't love the other person because of the other person. uuuggghhhh... i'm happy, but not extremely happy with myself right now. Hopefully i get to see Jared later today.. he makes me feelso good around him, but then ( Read more... )

Spending time w/ you about every single day makes me feel so good inside. I'm so sorry that i kept you at my house until about 15 minutes ago, even when i promised you 3:30. I just couldn't let you go cuz i love you too much. It was really fun.. and i can't believe that i had the courage to do that before we left my house and the courage to do that ( Read more... )

Last night/this morning was really confusing. I found out about some stuff and then i think that today i have come to a conclusion about my 2nd topic w/ my life. I'm not quite sure about it so that's why i don't wanna say it just yet.. and i really really really don't wanna say it. But anyways.. it really sucks when you have to lose trust for ( Read more... )

Why is nothing working out for me? i swear.. right now.. i have no trust for someone that i thought could keep a secret. but i guess i'm wrong. I'm never telling you anything ever again (that's secretive anyways). So there goes my trust for you ( Read more... )

HA KAY! try and beat that.. lol.. i prolly could have gone for that long.. but somebody said tha it was too small and didn't wanna show me.. so whatev. lol.

<3 Aly Marie

So i can play part of that canon song jare bear.. (i think that i just spelled your name wrong.. my bad. i still love you though) Anyways, it makes me feel special tho, but i get frustrated with it ( Read more... )

Okay, there is still drama that i need to deal w/, but right now, i seriously don't really care about it. i like seriously don't wanna deal w/ it cuz you know it's just gonna cause more drama.. but whatev. that's what i have to say about drama ( Read more... )