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I dont think I've ever been so stressed out. I know I asked for it and Im glad that Im busy but I really didnt think it would mentally stress me out. And its not so much even whats going on...it more or less lies within my mind. I think too much. I dwell intensely on "whats going to happen?" and "what could have become of that ( Read more... )

Im tangled in Your web. I do everything I can to resist You but all I end up doing is making it worse for myself. Ripping off my wings and shedding these legs that would walk places where I shouldnt go. Your web destroys these things. But yet I continue to resist You ( Read more... )

So the recording went about 50% good. We have to do another day. I guess our songs are too damn technical...but I guess thats a good thing. But money has become the major issue here. I cant ask for more money from my parents seeing as how I already owe them 200 from this past weekend let alone over a grand for the past 2 years or so ( Read more... )

Work? Awesome. 30% discount...not 40. My bad. But I love it ( Read more... )

Pictures today. Followed by practice. Practice Sunday and Monday. I start work on Wednesday and I work again on Friday and we record Saturday. Kind of a busy week...

But none of that is whats really on my mind.

So my interview at Pacific Sunwear was at 6:30pm last night. I got a call at 12:30pm today. Didnt even take them 24 hours to realize who the right person for the job was, did it?

I start June 1st.

So much to think about. So much going on now ( Read more... )

I apparently didnt fully explain what I meant by my last entry. What I mean by all of that is that besides the band, I dont have any other ambitions. As in, besides when I get a job, I dont really have much else going on. This has nothing to do with who I already hang out with and what I already do...its the simple fact that I want to do MORE. I ( Read more... )

Well its gotten pretty serious. Its really getting to me that the only thing I look forward to every day is the next planned band practice and now recording. There really isnt anything else that I look forward to when I wake up every day. Shouldnt there be more for me to be excited about ( Read more... )