so tell me when things are going to be how they use to be? hmm. i thought the summer would be good for me but i dunno about that. i havent done really anything productive or that fun... so whats going on. cant it go back to the way it was last summer, when everything was wonderful? is it that much to ask for... to be happy again? i guess it is.

YOU BOTHER ME OHHH SO MUCH AND I AM JUST NOW REALISING WHY... its because i feel that i am LOSING YOU. do you not get it, are you really that blind?

well i guess you are now arent you.

so i am pissed off. feeling a little left out. nothing is good enough for me anymore. everything lately SUCKS. maybe it is cuz i am pissed but i am just so unhappy and hurt at the moment and i feel like crying for no good reason. i am falling into a depression lately... i have just been so stressed and my family doesnt help they just stress me out ( Read more... )

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why is it that everyone takes their shit out on me. i always take the shaft of everything. at home i get yelled at when everyone had a bad day. with my friends i get yelled at if they have a "bad day" even if i had nothing to do with it. i can never win. i am tired of it. i am so tired of everything and everyone. i just need a vacation away from my ( Read more... )

last night was fun (with exceptions). the Fantastic Four and our adventures. haha after school yesterday i drove with mr. byers and then d and morgane picked me up and we ate pizza at d's. then headed for the lax game. we lost by two to manheim :(. its ok guys. after that we went to sheetz for a jones and begged my dad to let me spend the night. oh ( Read more... )

school sucks i am so sad it was the seniors last day. i am going to miss them! ahh. hung out with morgane after school it was hot. haha we are the coolest. then did a lil tbs*ing with dils but i had to go home :(. oh well. "he just pulled a GOOGLE!" "i def. just pulled a WOOGLE ( Read more... )

so friday was AMAZING. haha i love my girls. first off morgane came to my lunch with a cake and awesome presents! i <3 her. then danielle took me home and i changed. then we went to walmart and tj maxx for her friends sarah. then it was APPLEBEES for my bday dinner! i love my girls and mattie moose. haha. kelsey went to the wrong applebees. ahh. ( Read more... )

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