No, not in a sexual way, well I like it that way too, but that's not what I mean here... we took a nap together today. I slept in his arms! It was so warm and cozy... I can't wait until I can do that all night every night! Speaking of Ryun, he's doing his laundry right now and we're just hanging out... I'm really gonna miss that when he moves back ( Read more... )

Well, since my last journal entry lots of shit has been going on! For example, Ashley cut again, Ryun's grandmother is still sick (but she's home from the hospital), Ashley has had some breakdown things, Ryun and I have both been really stressed out and are taking it out on one another, and my mom knows about some stuff that I thought she knew ( Read more... )

The night before last Ryun, Ash, Coco, and me went to the arcade, and Ash did something that was REALLY cute! Ryun was playing Pump it up (the Korean version of DDR) and Ash just turned to me and was like, "I really wanna hug him! But I don't want him to think I'm some kind of freak or something." I told her that he wouldn't think that, and would ( Read more... )

It is 4:00am and Ryun is proofing a paper for me! Plus, earlier he took me to the doctor. He was so worried about me that he went into the room with me. The nurse wasn't going to let him at first, but then she was like, "Awww that's so cute! He can come back if you want him to." He held my purse while I was examined and everything. It was SOOOOOOO ( Read more... )

I'm glad I finally get to go to the doctor about my mysterious illness. I've been dizzy, light headed, and nauseous for nearly two weeks now. I don't know what it is, and I couldn't go to the doctor earlier because I didn't have the money & they kicked me off my mom's insurance. I got my new insurance card on Friday! Ryun is just as scared as I am ( Read more... )

Well, not much has been going on really... I skipped some classes today (only 2... and we weren't doing anything anyways) so that I could spend some time with Ryun. I know we spend like everyday together, and some people find that kinda creepy... my mother for one... she says we're obsessing too much... isn't that what love is? She also said ( Read more... )

I have the best future husband in the world! He is great... and when I get home (I'm with him at Tech now) this will be redone, so that my 101 ways that I love Ryun can be posted... I made the list when I was pissed at him, so that I would know why I said yes to marring him in the first place...

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Right now I am having issues with people that are closest to me... they know what I mean, so I am not going to talk about it here. All they need to know is that I have forgiven them and that I will not forget it, but I am trying to get over it. I love them and I pray that this will not come between us ever again ( Read more... )

Other people go to the beach or on a road trip for spring break... I stayed home. Yeah... I home schooled my sister who is having more and more hallucinations, Ryun's grandmother got very sick, and we went to my Aunt Gwen's 8th or 9th (maybe even 10th... we've lost count) wedding. There were some good things though... Ryun took me to Furnbank to ( Read more... )