why is it that women always have to carry the burden in relationships?
no matter what the situation, women are effected and men could give a fuck.
i hate this.
there is no doubt in my mind that women are the stronger sex.
physically, mentally, and emotionally.

right now, i want to slit my fucking sister's throat.
she has been a bitch all day because of her white trash boyfriend.
she just need to go fuck that monkey-looking stoner.
they are both a waste of life.

kenny went back to bootcamp this morning.
i was his last kiss, again, and i was the last person he talked to, besides his parents.
we texted for as long as he could, but then he had to get on the plane.
i woke up wanting to text or call him, but i can't now.
i miss him already and can't wait to see him again, whenever that may be.

procrastination is like masturbation: either way you're fucking yourself ( Read more... )

so on my way home from work yesterday, my car just stopped.
not an unusual occurance, but this time was different.
it wouldn't start again.
luckily jon was with me, and fixed it :]

when i got home, my parents wanted to talk to me...
i might be getting a new car!
it's the perfect car for me: spider eclipse convertable!!!
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i'm watching forrest gump.
it makes me think of kenny.
i can't wait until i get a letter from him.
i miss him something awful.
it upsets me that i finally let him in
right before he left for bootcamp :[

last night was so much fun.
that is all.

school is cancelled because of flooding,
making this a four-day weekend
which includes my 18th BIRTHDAY!

i have also come to the realization
that every boy from my past
is shitty.
they didn't know how good they had it
and i will not remind them.
:D

last night was the first college party i attended
as a college student!
it was amazing.
i met a lot of new people.
i am truly looking forward to college this year :]
i also lost my tequila virginity.
tequila sunrise is love <3 ( Read more... )

does life ever seem pointless to anyone else?
you live.
you regret your decisions, even though you shouldn't.
eventually, you die.

i've tried my best to be optomistic.
i guess that's just not who i am.
i am fake and NO ONE knows me,
but i wish someone did.

its amazing how bad things don't just happen one thing at a time.
once you start, its hard to stop.

wednesday- reckless ticket
thursday- uti
friday- pissed from kenny
saturday- losing work hours (that i need!)
sunday- pre-orientation
monday- orientation
tuesday- underage pocession of alcohol

yup sounds like a nice week