Funeral Of Hearts Ch12b
Title: The funeral of hearts - ch 12b
Author: dark_light_girl
Pairing: Ville/Bam
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Just as Bam finds happiness, his life and love are torn apart
Disclaimer: I dont own ville or bam, but wish i did XD twuld be fun
Warnings: tis a tiny bit sad = [
Author's Notes: sorry its been so long ^^ my creativity somewhat died for a while =L x
Ville's POV
As our eyes met I felt sick. He wasn't meant to be here... he wasn't meant to know.
It just complicated things. though I was determind not to let him ruin this day. The best day of my life... We danced, we kissed, we smiled for the cameras.
Yet when it came to the evening something was wrong.
The heat wasen't there, but that - for me atleast - was nothing new. But no, I felt something inside of me... I prayed to God that it wasen't regret.
I knew I didn't deserve Jonne... and I knew Bam didn't deserve a second thought...but still...
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Turns out Jonne saw Bam... and he had pissed off somewhere... great. My wedding and I'm alone heading to my honeymoon sweet... alone.
As I turned left out of the elevator my heart leapt. The door to our room was open, Jonne was back...I braced myself for the fight that would inevitably follow... yet when I entered the room, no shouting greated my ears.
I walked into the master bedroom and there on the bed lay a note, torn at the edges...
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Bans POV
I remembered the moment as if It were yesterday... though i can barely remember the pain... Just the eerie sense of peace.
I glanced down at the black scrawl and I felt nothing but emptiness...
To my darling Ville...
Not a day goes by without my heart breaking slightly more. I miss you so much and it hurts so bad. I can't live without your Ville...
...please...dont be angry with me... If you wake and I'm not there it's only because I was too weak to live without you... you always seemed to think that i was the strong one... but I'm not.... I'm nothing without you...
Forgive me for what I am about to do my darling, but maybe, this way, I might be reuninted with you sooner...
All my love, eternally yours, forever and ever baby,
Bam x
I took one last glace at the note... This is what I had to do...He was meant to recieve this years ago, and now, it just somewhat felt right...
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Ville's POV
As I read and re-read the note infront of me My heart stopped beating. Fear and panic, regret and worry flooded my mind. I may not love Bam anymore, but I know that I still care fro him deep down, and that feeling is never going to disappear.
I can't let him do this...
I folded the note and place it in my pocket, the worn paper feeling so fraglie, reminding me that this was the note I could have been reading a few years previous...I never did ask him about those scars...
As I raced out of the hotel, I heard a familiar voice calling my name. I turned to see Jonne, eyes puffy from crying standing a few feet away from me.
"Ville... we need to talk..."
"Jonne... I'm sorry darling... but I need to go... it's urgent... I promise we can talk as soon as I get back..." I answered timidly.
He looked confused for a second and then realisation dawned on his face, then his face simply fell.
"Its him isn't it...?"
"Jonne..."
"Don't...Ville. Please...just tell me... I deserve that much."
"Yes..."
Tears started to fall from his already red eyes. My heart ached for him...Yet I knew I still had to leave...
"Its not what you think..." I said backing away slowly
He turned away, sobbing louder now. I looked at him, helpless,
"Baby...I'l be back..."
With that I turned, guilt pressing heavily down on my shoulders.
I had to find Bam... and I knew where he would be....