this week was soo gay....even though my dad let me go trick or treating on holloween all the other days were shitty and aggervating for me. every day for like the past two months or so, i have been having sleeping problems....i cant sleep even if i go to bed at like 8:30 it takes me like hours to go to bed...i just keep thinking and thinking about ( Read more... )

i feel stupid...im failing my own shop...sort of...my father called me stupid,but not in those words. i feel like dying and i wish my parents wouldn't stop harrassing me i really feel like im a failiure at school and life. i personally think he thinks im stupid. if he cares about me so much than why does he have to make me feel dumb. to me i dont ( Read more... )

today was me and olivia's two month anniversary...i went over her house and i had a great time...the dummest thing happend to me. i was going to go to the bathroom and i was about to go but my mom was calling my cell phone...i was like WTF!!!!!so i zipped my self up and answered the phone....and i was even more upset cuz my mom was picking me up.. ( Read more... )

the legend of the black sexy beast ( Read more... )

im starting to realize that my life is starting to get worse...again...my dad is getting me pissed off...my dads g/f is getting all up in my face and getting snotty...im about to kill some one. i got people thinking im goth just cuz i wear all black all the time..u know what from now on im not dealing with this bull shit any more. every morning im ( Read more... )

well i went to olivia's house for the first time and it was ok..at first we went for a walk for a reason u dont wana know(olivia u know very well what im talking about...lol) any ways we were just walking for an hour i think then we went back to her house and we were just talking to her mom and stuff...then we went up to her room and just talking ( Read more... )

ughhh!!!! i wana strangle some on e soo freaken bad!!!!...my week sucked except friday night..and even the movie was boring...i can never get any sleep at night..my mind is like a computer that was left on all day and night....i keep thinking too much and plus my dad isnt making it any better. i dont remember what day it was but i was such in a bad ( Read more... )

im feeling sort of like crap right now..but this weekend was ok..olivia came over but she left at 4:30...but we had fun...friday was our one month anirversery and she got me a metallica shirt...i loved it..today i felt so tierd and groggy.i didnt wana do shit today ( Read more... )

do i know u ( Read more... )

this week was a major pain in the ass...school is becoming a pain. this week went by so slow i couldnt stand it....it was like being in prision uuugghhh!!!!...any ways friday night at the mall wasnt all that bad, but for alesha it was cuz billy couldnt go.i had some fun untill the rest of the shmucks started rolling in...ryan and tom were really ( Read more... )