What is your name?: Ryan ( Read more... )

Because Jenn was asleep and I didn't have any minutes left on my phonecard I decided to speak with CY when he IMed me. The conversation lightened me up and made me realize that the russian has his "moments". The part of the conversation I cut at slowly moved into one about Spud. I've decided if I ever meet CY in real life, I have to get him a ( Read more... )

Is it so hard for me to get out of bed and get online, or to never be in that bed to miss getting online? Apparently, it is. This is the subject of this entry, as well as probably writing a poem for Jenn. I haven't done one in awhile, and I want to. It won't make up for not staying awake to speak with her, ( I'm almost in tears right now...I want ( Read more... )

I've done a little tinkering with your livejournal. New user pic, and a little tinkering with the text box etc. <3

-Jenn

Back...I have been "back" for about a day now. My modem fried during a storm and problems persisted until finally I got my connection working again. I greatly missed Jenn the whole time, wanting to call but not so sure if I had the right number or not even remembering what I thought it was. She called me, though, and ended the whole not being able ( Read more... )

A little late but...5 months now. Things are okay again..I just had some "shorted fuses". Ha, that's a good way to put it. Feel Good, Inc. is stuck in my head, and I don't even know the lyrics. Just that one scene with noodle on the end of the floating piece of land playing guitar and 2-D saying "Feel Good" over and over. Yea...I was wondering to ( Read more... )

Pretty much...my mom is "linking" my up and down emotions to the computer. That was tough. She is considering getting rid of AOL for me, as well as sending me in to therapy. Great...peachy...and whoever left that comment...I guess it was mocking. Thanks a bunch. Made me really feel good to be either wanting somebody or to be pissed at myself for ( Read more... )

There was a post here...it might have been read, might not have. I think it was a no. I took it down for reasons. Right now I'm pretty much ready to be pissed at myself. The only way to contact Jenn is by phone. I want to talk to her, just about things. I want to know what's really happening. But I've never called her new cell, andthe damn number ( Read more... )

My current standing on life is...I'll live it no matter what happens. Just how I live it...that's up to what happens. And what happens is not just in one area. While my joy and happiness pretty much rest on the presence and being of one person,as do my other emotions, I'm not going to just let myself be beat if the circumstances don't tilt in the ( Read more... )

Would you mind if at this time ( Read more... )