Is it weird to feel that I could easily live as a mute if I were to suddenly lose my voice ( Read more... )

So many things try to obscure our true paths,
A neverending blockade of trial and error.
Only the strong surpass these pauses,
These infuriating stops and starts.

Am I strong enough?

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||| 20% Orderliness |||||||||||| 46% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism || 10% Materialism ( Read more... )

BloodRayne sucked.

What a disappointment...

Your
Ultimate Roleplaying Purity Score CategoryYour ScoreAverageHacklust18.87%
Slew entire Asgardian Pantheon with one hand while blindfolded53.5% Sensitive Roleplaying6.33%
There is no player. There is only.... Zuul. 54.6%GM Experience28.26%
Closer to a novel than to a campaign 69.5% Systems Knowledge81.21%
Played in a couple of campaigns 90.4% ( Read more... )

I had something I wanted to write tonight, but I can't recall what now. Funny how something as simple (or not so simple) as a phone call can disturb your train of thought. Funnier that I was the one who MADE the call ( Read more... )

Why me?

Why do I do this?

Help me, someone, please.

Help me.

Take it all away.

Make him leave.

Make him go away.

I don't want him. I don't I don't I don't.

I'm too nice to be mean to him.

Fuck.

Just take it all away.

WHOEVER IS FUCKING LEAVING ANONYMOUS COMMENTS IN MY LJ, PLEASE STOP IT. IT'S CREEPY. AT THE VERY LEAST, LEAVE YOUR NICKNAME IN THE COMMENT!!!!

I feel like I have an e-stalker again. Fuck, this LJ's going private.

Unless you are on my friends list, you won't see any of the new or old posts unless I want them to be public. I'm tired of anonymous

Jeff gave me a promise ring. Didn't really say anything, just took it. Will think this over and figure out some way to get him the fuck off my case. Perhaps the solution involves that butcher knife I like so much ( Read more... )

Okay. I don't remember posting that last entry. I don't even remember TYPING it. Was anyone chatting with me at all last night? Did I say anything weird or out of the ordinary? I know I was feeling bad last night, a bit dizzy and sniffly and my shoulder hurt (and it still hurts), but I didn't think it was bad enough to make me type something so ( Read more... )