Why

[dark_angel03]

Why do you even waste your time with me? Do you really care? If you know that your not going to love me why even try? We dont have the same veiws on love and marriage, you want to marry many I just want one. why are you with me? I dont want to be played like a babys toy or tossed around like a bouncy ball. I want to know that this is real, that we

Comments

[slightly_paved]

i found you through adams journal.
and every single question you asked are questions ive been asking over and over in my mind for the past 3 months.
i just cant say it over livejournal, because i know [he] reads it, and i dont dare express myself so much to him in fear of being shot down, yet again.
but he has no idea how he effects me, and im sure thats how you feel as well.
<3

[dark_angel03]

Ya, I know what you mean. I am on myspace also and I have the same things posted in my blogs, He's on myspace too, and sometimes I just would like him to read it but I'm too scared because I dont want to scare him away, I want him to know what I feel but I dont want to loose him, its a weird situation. I give hints out hear and there but I dont think he understands. I have never felt this way about someone in my life, I have been askin these questions for 3 months also.