For once things went ok today. I have forced myself into a good mood and am permanatly stuck in it. Although that might not have been the smartest thing to do it has for the time being made me feel better. Although i am alittle crazier than usual,is that such a bad thing? Im hopeing its not becuase this is the way i used to be crazy yet calm but ( Read more... )

Today pretty much sucked ive been wondering where do i belong? Because obviously its not here ..... i have been tryin to do some thinking for awhile and everytime i try to work something out i make another problem leaving the old problem behind thinking that the new one is more important. Im obviosly wrong,which i seem to be alot now nothing is ( Read more... )