FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU! YOU PISS ME OFF SO MUCH!!...And I have cotton mouth *back to bitching* WTF WAS I THINKING?!!!?! And to think that I stood up for your bitch ass! Yes, even though you say I dont give a damn about you I stand up for your ass! BUT FUCK YOU!!...Rachel is smart

I went to NYC...and now I'm back. Halfway through the trip I realized some shit about myself, which pissed me off. It kinda ruined the rest of the trip for me. But..heh...whatever. I bought my violin today...its really pretty.

I'm gonna go live with Rachel for a week! *yay*
...all other news sucks

"at first i denied it was getting to me... perhaps i was too fucked up to notice.. im about out of escape plans... my mind will suffer... i miss her... she will cause me to break down...no.. lack of her will... i love her... i miss her... every part... even how we argue... i miss... i miss it all... without her i am nothing... with her i am ( Read more... )

I took the SAT in the morning and had lunch with Evrim...we ate at Moes. I took her home and later on Johnathan came to kidnap me. We went to Emory park and had a picnic I took lots of pictures, and balanced my way across the river on a tree that went from one side to the other. I took pictures...I just dont feel like putting them up. Then he ( Read more... )

On my other journal I wrote an entry about what I did at school...lol but the point of this is that this is what my boyfriend thinks of me. Then entry had absolutely nothing to do with him...and maybe that was the problem ( Read more... )

I got really sick on friday and left school early. I decided to sell some of my old cloths on this forum kinda thingy..yeh terrible idea. It turned out to be an easy way to make my life more stressful cause I have to organize who wants what and whether or not I should let them sent checks internationaly. On top of this I MOTHER FUCKING HATE MATH! I ( Read more... )

I got in trouble this weekend. Surprise surprise! I felt bad for Rachel, though she assurs me that she is fine and she is worried more about me. So, I sit here and listen to Placebo...knowing I should be doing...something? I wish he would fucking answer the phone! I'm tired of hearing "This line is busy for a charge of GO FUCK YOURSELF I'M NOT ( Read more... )

I went swing dancing!!!!! It was so much fun, I like did lifts and all this shit. I'll post pictures later.

I'm write to you from my new Toshiba Tablet swivel screen...complete with stylus! I know you are jealous! MWHAHAHA! I also got a purple, velvet banana seat bike from K-Mart yesterday. Its the shit, I'll post a picture of it later.