ever felt like your withering and dying inside?
for some reason thats how i feel....
but in the end it doesnt matter
i guess if it really did then id care
but maybe i just dont have it in me to care about my issues anymore
a person can only give a fuck for so long and i fear im starting
to run out of reasons to fucking care

im going through some things
i will be ok because i believe love will
get me through it and so i will put my trust into you
and believe with all my heart that this is going to be ok

things are weird....im just getting over being sick ( Read more... )

yo so life is a little mistified ( Read more... )

wow changes are always weird in so many ways ( Read more... )

got my hands on some nice green stuff ( Read more... )

life is good
i love my girlfriend
and i love my life
i have good friends
and most of all someone loves me
as i love them, what more can
someone ask for?

things are pretty good for right now ( Read more... )

the new band
awesome very awesome
things are coming togather
and i love it!!!!

so whats new in jays world ( Read more... )