More and more frequently, I have found myself sporadically depressed. No matter how much I tried to find the source of this plague, it continued to evade me, always just out of my reach. Today, as I was in bed staring at the ceiling, it came to me. My sadness is in the fact that no girls like me, and that lowers my self-esteem, which leads to ( Read more... )

My God, I have a ten page research paper for Mr. Stoneking due this Friday. So far, two and a half pages done. It is on Feudal Japan, a great topic. Due to me being an extemely juicy bum, I will wait until tomorrow night to do it. The odd thing is, I KNOW that is a mistake, but I refuse to do anything to change it. Ha, what's an all-nighter ( Read more... )

With only the best intentions in mind, I sat down to type Day 2 a mere 20 minutes ago. As my eyes traced the fringes of the screen, I came to the conclusion that I can't remember it well enough to write about it. It appears as if my procrastination has at long last gotten the better of me. I sense there is an underlying moral or lesson I could ( Read more... )

I remember the good old days, where I would update my Livejournal almost every day, sometimes more. Now look what I have been reduced to. My sporadic updates barely cut it. No matter, the few posts that are made consist of the greatest and most important aspects of my life. As of yesterday, I started teaching myself to play piano. I love it ( Read more... )

mmm mmm fooood

This weekend was rivaled by few, triumphant above many. For those of you that don't go to ARGS and suck, it was the infamous German field trip. Destination: Washington D.C. for the big bad V.O.G.S. convention. We were supposed to leave at 1:00 Friday afternoon. Not as good as leaving in the morning, but I still missed some classes. The ( Read more... )

Recently, school had been a lot more hectic than I am used to. That is probably due to my horrid grade in English, 47%. But then again, what else could I expect considering that 50% of my schoolwork is missing. I have been doing all of my make-up work for that and various other assignments. Things are drawing to a close now, I did most of the ( Read more... )

Wow, I have not updated in eons. Before you lash at me with all the seething rage built up from the past week, read my (multiple) excuses. For some reason or another, my hard drive screwed itself. One morning, I just started it up and recieved a strange error message. After reformatting, the problem went away. I lost everything, all my anime, ( Read more... )

Today has been a strange one. Slumping around all day, school was uneventful and filled with sleep. Not only did I stay up rather late last night, I had a vigorous and draining gym class. We had a substitute for The Whitless and I proceeded to try and play soccer for the block. Something as simple as that drains me more than anyone will ever ( Read more... )

Today was the best I day I can remember. Started off, a trip to the mall with Soyoung. Just spending time with her is awesome, but time spent with her and DDR is even better. For about 2 hours we bummed around, ate, and pretty much made merry. The only complaint I have was that we had so little time together but, I still loved it. At 4:00 my ( Read more... )