Angel is the Centerfold....

[dark_ender]

So.. watching comedy central late at night, and those Girls gone wild commercials start playing

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[nuchtchas]

that is like when a friend of mine saw a girl he dated in HS in some amature porn mag. He was so pissed because she was a major prude when he dated her

[dark_ender]

Difference being this is the girl I never got over. -L-

[nuchtchas]

I can only imagine how that burns

[dark_ender]

Not in the way you'd think.
In the "I'm jealous" Way, actually.
Jealous that she is still living the life that drew the two of us together in the first place.. still enjoying and having fun.

And I rot here.
And so many people say those utter bullshit fucking crap words that "It means so much that your caring for her"

Doesnt mean a fucking thing when you keep looking at yourself in self loathing for what you've let yourself get stuck in.

But really, I look at it as justice. As Karma.
If I hadn't fucked a friends wife, mother of his children, I wouldn't be stuck in this hell hole, rotting away and hating my currently life, loving her and not able to walk away as I should. Its justice, no? It sucks, but we all knew I had it coming. -L-

God life must be so easy for women. If your cute money never matters. The world is open to you. -L-

[sethimothy]

And you didn't even have to pay $9.95. :3

[dark_ender]

And I'm so tempted too. -L- I really am. Get two for the price of 1! And the one she's in is the free one! w00t! I want it just on principle.

[annyred]

Dude, get it! That's just so fucked up.

[dark_ender]

I plan to when I get 10 bucks to spare. -L-