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the second...chapter i guess
" P-Phoenix, what's u-." I was cut off. “You’re a fucking faggot Chester!" He yells. I stare at him, mouth hanging wide open. “Phoenix what is wrong with you!" Mike screams. I just stand there, mouth still open. Phoenix Move closer to us and slaps me across the face. “PHEONIX!" he yells. I grab my face and wince in pain. Mike grabs me and holds me tight in his arm. What has gotten into Phoenix?
He storms off and the rest of the band just stands there in disbelief. Mike is holding me and whispering words of comfort into my ear, but I don’t hear them. I just keep thinking about Phoenix and what happened. I never thought that would happen, not in a million years. I figured since his uncle is gay he wouldn’t freak out. He just hit me because I’m a faggot. Now I feel ten times worse.
" Are you okay Chester?" Mike asks. I just cuddle my head into his chest. " Aww Chazzy, it's okay. Don't listen to him, he's just got some problems." Mike whispers soothingly. I nod. " Look at me." Mike orders. I look up at him slowly. Mike leans down and in for a kiss again. I place my lips on his and close my eyes. His kisses are the best. " I love you chester and that's all that matters." He explians. " I love you too mike. And yes, that is all that matters." I reply. He smiles and pushes me down into a chair. " How's waffles?" Mike questions. " Aww Mike you dont have t-." I start. " Yes i do. How's waffles?" He laughes. " Great." I answer. Mike comes over and ruffles my hair before walking over to make waffles. “Just to let you know Chester. We totally support you guys if that makes you feel better." Brad says walking in the room. “Thanks." I mumble.
After we’re all out of the kitchen, me and Mike are sitting in the recording studio, mixing songs for fun. Im sitting on his lap and we’re both grinning like idiots but it’s all good. I move my hand out to turn up the volume a bit, and his hand finds mine, intertwining our fingers.
I look down at our intertwined fingers and smile. I love how affectionate he is, especially in public. " I love you soooooo much Chazzy you have no clue." He whispers. " Hmm, I love you more Mikey!" I whisper back. He puts on a fake angry face and starts to tickle me. " Ahh GO NO STOP! Pl- ahh- that tickles st- ahh!" I yell. All of the other guys look over at us with cofusion written all over thier faces, aside from Pheonix, he's glaring madly at us. Mike is laughing so hard that his face is red. " Get off! Stop, okay okay YOU WIN!" I scream. Mike stops tickling me and helps me up. I'm still laughing hysterically. " You are so cute Chester." He mumbles to me. I can feel myself blush. " Soo are you Mike, sooooo cute." I smile. He pulls me into a tight hug and i rest my head on his shoulder. I don't think I could ever stop Loving Mike.
I smile to myself wrapping my arms around his waist and letting my eyes wander over to the guys they’re all smiling except for Phoenix of course, he looks like he’s about to jump up and slap me again. My smile fades and I cling to Mike tighter. He feels this and cranes his neck around to see what happened. His gaze falls on Phoenix. He returns his glare, kissing my neck softly holding his stare.
" Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cri\y into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask.
" Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cry into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask. " Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cri\y into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask.
I cry onto mikes shoulder until he abruptly pulls away, following Phoenix out into the hall. I wait until he shuts the door and go to listen on the other side. I walk over to the door putting my ear against it.
“Phoenix what the hell is wrong with you? Why are you doing this to Chaz? Why just him? You haven’t said one word to me and your flipping out on Chaz! He doesn’t deserve this!
“No, he does deserve this, YOU don’t deserve HIM. He is a fucking whore, you can do better than that Mike. Theres a million other people why him? There are other people who love you.
Silence. Im getting worried so I open the door to see
I open the door to see Phoenix ontop of Mike, his lips smashed into Mike's. But the worst part is, it looks like Mike is kissing back. " MIKE!" I scream. Phoenix pulls away from Mike, a huge ass smile on his face. Mike has a look of horror on his face. " Chester it's not what it looks like! He kissed me! I was trying to pull him off!" Mike yells. I can see tears starting to form in his eyes. No wonder why Phoenix doesn't like me. " I beleive you baby, don't worry." I explain. He smiles and comes over to ma. And for once I am holding him in my arms while he silently cries.
I slip my hand under his shirt, rubbing his back softly. If there was one thing I loved more than his smile it was his back. I don’t know I had an infatuation with it, I loved giving him massages, just to touch him. I’ll ask him to take his shirt of when we’re alone, just to look at him. I pushed my other hand up his shirt, doing the same thing. I heard him moan softly, and pulled back to look at him, he had that look in his eye.
" You like that Mike?" I ask. He just moans in response. " I'll take that as a yes." I smile. He smiles to and takes my shirt off. I finish taking his off and start undoing his pants. " Your so fucking beautiful." Mike whispers. " So are you." I reply. I lick down his chest and back up again to his ear. " Damn Chester you're making me so hard." Mike moans. I laugh and move closer to him. " I want you so damn bad it hurts Mike." I explain. " Then what the hell are we waiting for..?" He asks. I unzip his pants and he unzips mine. " Wait, i think i would feel a little more comfortable in our bed instead of in the hallway." I point out. " Heh, yeah me too let's go." Mike mumbles.
" P-Phoenix, what's u-." I was cut off. “You’re a fucking faggot Chester!" He yells. I stare at him, mouth hanging wide open. “Phoenix what is wrong with you!" Mike screams. I just stand there, mouth still open. Phoenix Move closer to us and slaps me across the face. “PHEONIX!" he yells. I grab my face and wince in pain. Mike grabs me and holds me tight in his arm. What has gotten into Phoenix?
He storms off and the rest of the band just stands there in disbelief. Mike is holding me and whispering words of comfort into my ear, but I don’t hear them. I just keep thinking about Phoenix and what happened. I never thought that would happen, not in a million years. I figured since his uncle is gay he wouldn’t freak out. He just hit me because I’m a faggot. Now I feel ten times worse.
" Are you okay Chester?" Mike asks. I just cuddle my head into his chest. " Aww Chazzy, it's okay. Don't listen to him, he's just got some problems." Mike whispers soothingly. I nod. " Look at me." Mike orders. I look up at him slowly. Mike leans down and in for a kiss again. I place my lips on his and close my eyes. His kisses are the best. " I love you chester and that's all that matters." He explians. " I love you too mike. And yes, that is all that matters." I reply. He smiles and pushes me down into a chair. " How's waffles?" Mike questions. " Aww Mike you dont have t-." I start. " Yes i do. How's waffles?" He laughes. " Great." I answer. Mike comes over and ruffles my hair before walking over to make waffles. “Just to let you know Chester. We totally support you guys if that makes you feel better." Brad says walking in the room. “Thanks." I mumble.
After we’re all out of the kitchen, me and Mike are sitting in the recording studio, mixing songs for fun. Im sitting on his lap and we’re both grinning like idiots but it’s all good. I move my hand out to turn up the volume a bit, and his hand finds mine, intertwining our fingers.
I look down at our intertwined fingers and smile. I love how affectionate he is, especially in public. " I love you soooooo much Chazzy you have no clue." He whispers. " Hmm, I love you more Mikey!" I whisper back. He puts on a fake angry face and starts to tickle me. " Ahh GO NO STOP! Pl- ahh- that tickles st- ahh!" I yell. All of the other guys look over at us with cofusion written all over thier faces, aside from Pheonix, he's glaring madly at us. Mike is laughing so hard that his face is red. " Get off! Stop, okay okay YOU WIN!" I scream. Mike stops tickling me and helps me up. I'm still laughing hysterically. " You are so cute Chester." He mumbles to me. I can feel myself blush. " Soo are you Mike, sooooo cute." I smile. He pulls me into a tight hug and i rest my head on his shoulder. I don't think I could ever stop Loving Mike.
I smile to myself wrapping my arms around his waist and letting my eyes wander over to the guys they’re all smiling except for Phoenix of course, he looks like he’s about to jump up and slap me again. My smile fades and I cling to Mike tighter. He feels this and cranes his neck around to see what happened. His gaze falls on Phoenix. He returns his glare, kissing my neck softly holding his stare.
" Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cri\y into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask.
" Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cry into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask. " Chester you are the gayest faggot ever! I hope you die a very painful death you man whore!" Phoenix screams. I blink back in surprise. " Phoenix you are an asshole! Leave Chester alone!" Mike yells, saving my stupid ass, once again. " No Mike, he deserves death. He is a fucking man whore and he's cheating on you! And I understand if you don't beleive me but it's true!" He explains walking out of the room. I can feel tears slowly making their journey down my cheeks. " It's not true Mike. I would never cheat on you I love you so much!" I sob. " I know Chester, i beleive you baby. Just calm down." Mike soothes. I cri\y into his chest and he rubs my back lightly. " Why does he hate me so much Mike? why?" I ask.
I cry onto mikes shoulder until he abruptly pulls away, following Phoenix out into the hall. I wait until he shuts the door and go to listen on the other side. I walk over to the door putting my ear against it.
“Phoenix what the hell is wrong with you? Why are you doing this to Chaz? Why just him? You haven’t said one word to me and your flipping out on Chaz! He doesn’t deserve this!
“No, he does deserve this, YOU don’t deserve HIM. He is a fucking whore, you can do better than that Mike. Theres a million other people why him? There are other people who love you.
Silence. Im getting worried so I open the door to see
I open the door to see Phoenix ontop of Mike, his lips smashed into Mike's. But the worst part is, it looks like Mike is kissing back. " MIKE!" I scream. Phoenix pulls away from Mike, a huge ass smile on his face. Mike has a look of horror on his face. " Chester it's not what it looks like! He kissed me! I was trying to pull him off!" Mike yells. I can see tears starting to form in his eyes. No wonder why Phoenix doesn't like me. " I beleive you baby, don't worry." I explain. He smiles and comes over to ma. And for once I am holding him in my arms while he silently cries.
I slip my hand under his shirt, rubbing his back softly. If there was one thing I loved more than his smile it was his back. I don’t know I had an infatuation with it, I loved giving him massages, just to touch him. I’ll ask him to take his shirt of when we’re alone, just to look at him. I pushed my other hand up his shirt, doing the same thing. I heard him moan softly, and pulled back to look at him, he had that look in his eye.
" You like that Mike?" I ask. He just moans in response. " I'll take that as a yes." I smile. He smiles to and takes my shirt off. I finish taking his off and start undoing his pants. " Your so fucking beautiful." Mike whispers. " So are you." I reply. I lick down his chest and back up again to his ear. " Damn Chester you're making me so hard." Mike moans. I laugh and move closer to him. " I want you so damn bad it hurts Mike." I explain. " Then what the hell are we waiting for..?" He asks. I unzip his pants and he unzips mine. " Wait, i think i would feel a little more comfortable in our bed instead of in the hallway." I point out. " Heh, yeah me too let's go." Mike mumbles.