it's funny where life takes you? first off let me just start by saying what the deal is up with me losing a friend. her name is liz. ok the thing is i loved her. that's it just went our different ways. if you want more details i'll prob tell you later in person. jen love you ( Read more... )

well anyways let me just say what a day!! i lost a friend but gained a new one. his name is steven he's one of my ex's new boyfriend. but he's so cool like he's a really great personality and knows alot. another thing is right now your probably thinking lost a friend? yea did. but im in the kind of state of mind right now where i just dont care. i ( Read more... )

ok tonight i had the worst mood swing that i have ever had. i was laughing and jokeing with everyone. untill this one guy asked me if my friend christina was cute. and i fliped out i dont know why. but it pissed me off like i was defending her from a replusing loser straight guy, i dont know it just made me really mad!! i know im werid but the way ( Read more... )

i feel werid kind of depressed but not really i feel distant from this world. hmm i feel like there is something missing from my life what is it? to be famous.lol. see i already have something my man lol larry and i should just be happy with that right? i dont know there's just something out there that im missing. and why do i feel like this. it's ( Read more... )

"Where Are You Christmas ( Read more... )

yes tommrow is my day off!! to bad im fucking busy taking care of stuff! like what my cox i have to take back my digital cable box. and what else see joyce and give her the stuff i bought her for christmas she really isnt that bad now.lol. maybe cause i dont live with her. another thing is im not mad at anybody im friends with. i should have stated ( Read more... )

lol, work is killing me. yesterday i sold 7 replays one less than nicole and she's good. and i sold 5 ew's and si's. and i got one reservation. i made all of my goals. that's my first time ever so i was so happy. another thing is i want to say thank you to ailene spelled you name wrong again lol. and to jen for taking the time to read my entry's ( Read more... )

ok for the last week's lol week's i have been without electricity that's why i havent been able to write in her. things are hectic i had to pay a 256.85 electricity bill to get it back on fucker andrew i hate that bitch it's his responsabilty but the thing is im going to be broke because rent is due 300.00 and my phone bill is 108.00 and my cell ( Read more... )

i feel like larry could be doing something better wit his life than fucking hollywood video but he's a pathetic basterd who knows. he pisses me off sometimes and this is one of thoses time im really pisses maybe i shouldnt be maybe im just really cranky or something but i dont know. hmm. oh yea were looking for a new room mate hope we find one ( Read more... )

just on the note larry is so simple minded sometimes i swear the littlest things satisify his mind. maybe he dosent have that much of a mind to stimulate to begin with. lol ( Read more... )