its weird how outside peeps might look into this thing and read too much into it. because, as low as thigns get, they get occastional highs, like now ( Read more... )

because as annoying as it gets to some of you, thinking all i do is complain and all, haha, its my ventilation system, of sorts ( Read more... )

so choir contest went pretty well. i had a cool time, way better than staying home, for sure ( Read more... )

so we didn't do notecards, ha ( Read more... )

Things will change, kids, but for the Freaking better ( Read more... )

so once again, auditioning for a show, i definitely think i should do, but cannot. or can i ( Read more... )

how many things must i give up? how many days and nights will i have to endure? how far will i have to go? how much closer do i need to be to the edge ( Read more... )

as i sit, writhing in my chair, arms still frenzied, i almost fell down the whole flight of stairs ( Read more... )

so yeah, the past few days have been really crappy. But jason's been awesome to me this evening, and really got up and snapped me out of it. he helped me realize what was important, and just the really key things in my life i need to hold onto, that can push me forward ( Read more... )

i didn't expect to see him. And i definitely didn;t expect to get the reaction i did ( Read more... )