My eyes are burning. Yey ( Read more... )

That's my new saying. Although I think "Don't yell, it makes you ugly." might sound better. My parents woke me up at the same fuckin time that I'm always woken up on the weekdays. 9:00 and for fucks sake I didn't get to bed till late, 1:00 am. They said I needed to wake up cause people were coming to visit me for my birthday and cause I haven't ( Read more... )

Poo, I'm not able to visit David this week. I decided that cause my work schedule is so spaced out and I need money to pay for presents and my ticket. Hopefully he can still come down, if not I'll see if I can drive up there the week he planned to come ( Read more... )

Mom talked me into taking the pill again, through Dad. It's only a forth but still. I hate doing that just to make her happy. Like I'm that unbearable off the meds. It doesn't have as good effect on me as it seems.
Had they not known I was off my meds would they have insisted I was so unruly?
Meh anyways, I think I'll go play upstairs.

Yey, last night I got a PS2, some sparkly earrings and a nice pair of pj pants. They're soft ( Read more... )

I just shock the present my parents gave me and I think it's a PS2. Feels like one. Hehehehe, that makes me smile.
I think I'll go to the den and draw some.
As for smoking, I need to cut back a little cause it's starting to make me feel a little depressed. I shouldn't have anymore today, even though it is my birthday. '~'

Nice job becoming your own characacher of the typical racist inbred white trash nascaar loving welfare leaching still civil war butthurt country bumpkin ( Read more... )

GARGLE GRR! This will be my 3rd time writing this entry, I have to admit, I've now lost track of what I was going to write about. Either my mom gets on to check her email and erases everything or the computer freezes cause of all the damn programs I'm running on it ( Read more... )

Oh boy, Stans dad just got arrested(South Park ( Read more... )

This is the most quiet I've felt in a long time. I just watched a movie I really enjoyed, it didn't have any music in it. It's called Never Cry Wolf. I wasn't expecting much from it but it put me somewhere I've been longing to be. I cried during the first part of the movie, they were slow tears and just welled up in my eyes. They weren't tears from ( Read more... )