I'm no good when I have a cold. Two weeks ago I was down with a fever, now it's gotten better, but I still can't get rid of that damn cold completely... The worst part of being sick these days is Caven, though. Because he's an asshole about it. He knows. He knows I'm sick, he notices I don't have the strength I need to properly ride him. And he ( Read more... )

Last year was the worst year of my life so far. There's simply no other way to put it. The sorrow I suffered through weighed far heavier than the bliss I experienced later in the very same year. Which is why the first thing that comes to my mind when I think about 2016 will always be Grenny. And then Caven ( Read more... )

Happy New Year ( Read more... )

Keep going and you'll get there. Eventually. Definitely ( Read more... )

I never get very far on that counter, because my horse's only goal appears to be to never make it through a single day without at least one incident, preferably more... That, and food. Food is also always a goal ( Read more... )

Terribly. I couldn't have known, but that's not an excuse. I asked so many people for their help and input and opinions. Because after having tried everything, after having trained for weeks, Caven still wouldn't let me mount him without making a fuss. But in the end, there was no progress. Not even with the help of my trainer, who claimed this ( Read more... )

Caven and I are currently working on becoming a team. Right now, all we are is a leader-less mess ( Read more... )

A new horse does not erase old pain. I didn't think it would, I'm not that stupid. But what I hadn't anticipated at all was how much worse it could make the pain sometimes ( Read more... )

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After almost 6 months I'm finally back in the saddle and utterly happy about it. :)


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