Rant Time!

[dark_mistress14]

Time for me to go on one of my major long might not make sense rants..

It's about friends and that kind of stuff. You've probably heard it all before from me.

I'm not really lucky when it comes to friends..especially those offline. THEY always seem to fuck me over and I walk away when I've had enough and then I look like the bad guy. Ok..if wanting

Comments

[tonedeaftalent]

I've said this before and I will say it again, a friend doesn't judge you or run when shit gets tough. They are there and accepts the bad parts of you with the good and helps you with the rough times as much as sharing the good. Friends are there for you and love you for who you are. If they judge you and betray you and only stick around you when things are good and bail for the bad, then fuck them. They don't deserve you.

[dark_mistress14]

^^ So true. -huggles- and you're one of the close friends I trust =P

[dark_mistress14]

Yeah. I got forgiven by a dear close friend of mine..who is like a lil sister..who helped me so much..and when another friend got psycho and told me to let go of her because she hated her and got jealous..and shit..and I got brainwashed a bit and listened..said mean shit to her that I never meant but it would make my other friend happy..eventually I got a back bone and told them to fuck off when they told me to break up with Will..

-confused- what does your last statement mean? "I think I know where I come in on this" lol

[dark_mistress14]

haha which part? >.> i'll tell you if you were right..

[dark_mistress14]

<.< the first 2..maybe.. >.>

the last one..was to another person lol.. I've known you for almost 2 years.. :P so neh

[dark_mistress14]

heh..it's more the first one than the second one.

It's fine..I understand..but..you can trust me..heh..I'm not one to lie or lead on (not like that! lol)..and shit like that =/ I've dealt with it enough in friends..why would I need to act like them?... I want to get away from people like that..

but if you're like me when it comes to trust..even if I beat it in your head that you can trust me..it will still take time to realize it. ;) same thing going on with you and stef..is happening with me and Will..I have a tiny bit of trust shit I gotta work on before I can fully trust him..
>_<;

[puffyduffy777]

I kinda understand. I'm shy too!^^ But I learned that sometimes you should be shy, and sometimes you shouldn't. It might not make sense but it works for me. But the part I hate most about being shy is when you DO talk people act surprised. You should cherish your friends now while you still can. Best friends are really special! They don't come around often!^^

[dark_mistress14]

Yeah. I know. =/ I use to have tons of best friends when I was younger..teenage years suck xD

[0oangelface24o0]

You don't have unreasonable standards, expecting anything less from people than what you do would be selling yourself short...keep on keepin' on, sistah! XD *hugs* ♥

[dark_mistress14]

haha thanks. =) <.< >.>

you were mentioned in there hehe.. >.> in a part of my rant

[0oangelface24o0]

:O
Which part?!

[dark_mistress14]

look and guess which one and I'll tell you if you're wrong or right hehe