thanks for getting your mum to let me stay round. but fuck you for that text you sent me. youre not the only one with shit on your plate. and ive never once "abandoned" a friend.
thats ok - its good u didnt actually she's been in tears all morning. that text i sent was just me feeling extremely upset and i know im not the only one with shit on my plate - i dont think there's ANYONE who doesnt. i did tell u, u could talk to me when and if u needed - dont forget that will u -_- ... and sorry about the txt i was just rather pissed off as i did kinda go through a lot to get u to stay. but sorry anyway -
hey randomly thght i'd see if u'd updated agen..i'm really sorry to hear u feel like this, but things always look up in time they always do!! hopefully talk to u l8r..
Yeah, sorry about me getting a bit poo.. It was just the talking about the James going to University and stuff.. He got a conditional offer yesterday of 4 Bs for Southampton, so he's pretty much guaranteed a place there. It just upsets me, cos I'm so afraid that he'll want somebody more mature while he's at Uni, somebody who will understand what he's going through better, and will treat him better than I do - I take him for granted too much and take things out on him more than I should. So that's why I felt a bit upset.. and also I felt guilty that I hadn't spent a great deal of time with James at the party cos I'd been talking to Bruno and stuffs..
But never mind. Sorry about that anyway, but I'm ok - had a big talk with James last night about the Uni thing and we're just going to see what happens. I love him here and now anyway, I know that much :)
Things may seem a bit strange now, but life will go on (No! No more clichés!). And I'm always around if you need to talk :)
Hmmm - you should have just got me to shut up and listen! :P I was going to listen but I also had to go... my dad was waiting for me to finish smoking *sigh* ... that was a weird night - because I felt awful and yet I tried to act really nice - plus the fact I was... quite, quite wasted - I don't think I was acting it though, but I can't remember a lot. I only remember a few "Are you alright?"'s from James, sitting out with Sara - and Tom's girlfriend wanting to smoke; and I let her. But Tom was there also so it was ok - anyway, next Saturday I will also be drunk, and probably not having the greatest time ever, so I may drag you outside to talk and stuff then, but I won't keep you from James for too long. :)
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randomly thght i'd see if u'd updated agen..i'm really sorry to hear u feel like this, but things always look up in time they always do!!
hopefully talk to u l8r..
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i hope everything works out.
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But never mind. Sorry about that anyway, but I'm ok - had a big talk with James last night about the Uni thing and we're just going to see what happens. I love him here and now anyway, I know that much :)
Things may seem a bit strange now, but life will go on (No! No more clichés!). And I'm always around if you need to talk :)
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I was going to listen but I also had to go... my dad was waiting for me to finish smoking *sigh* ... that was a weird night - because I felt awful and yet I tried to act really nice - plus the fact I was... quite, quite wasted - I don't think I was acting it though, but I can't remember a lot. I only remember a few "Are you alright?"'s from James, sitting out with Sara - and Tom's girlfriend wanting to smoke; and I let her. But Tom was there also so it was ok - anyway, next Saturday I will also be drunk, and probably not having the greatest time ever, so I may drag you outside to talk and stuff then, but I won't keep you from James for too long. :)
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